Ok.... A very quick post here....
Wednesday morning went to make IC with my mum... Then went to school to prepare for the concert.... Experimented with the buttons and stuff.... After that went for dry practice at Tanglin.... Then came back. Tian Ming sir wanted to do the excersises with us then we were like quite sian.... So just endure through it lor.... Then went to grandstand.... Kah Hoe finished the video liao... Woots.... Then realized that Yi Bin had dismissed Sec 1s without teaching them Akan Mera...... and Pandan Kekanan..... Bah... Never mind.... Then came home....
Today nothing much...
Tomorrow's POP!! Good thing or bad thing? I dunno.... Anyway, it's a pretty big day.... Thing is... There's still dry prac tmrw as well.... Sianz..... Well.... Hope everything will be successful tomorrow....
Adios =D
Back from camp!!!
Yo guys, back from our 4 day 3 night camp..... Long post coming up.....
Before that, however, a very Happy Birthday to Melanie and my cousin Valarie! =D
And also Happy Belated Birthday to Louis! =D
Ok.... So on Friday went to the primary school hall at about 630am.... Gathered with the class there then filled up that immigration form then stoned and waited for Mr Thomas.... Apparrently he was coming with Mr Danny Tan and Miss Wong I think.... So all three of them came at like 650 or something like that.... We thought he was not coming.... Lol.... Then we went into our groups.... Then boarded the bus at like 745 or so then we went to Woodlands checkpoint.... There we alighted, went through the customs then boarded another bus.... Counted strength then zao.... Had a dunno how long bus ride..... Stopped at some place for a break at like 11++.... Practically everyone bought food and drinks and whatever they wanted.... Then set off again then stopped for lunch at like 1++.... Went to some restaurant-like place.... A bit of a buffet like lunch.... However, there were like houseflies all around and kept landing on the pre-prepared cups of drink on the table..... Ewww.... Then set off again and went to our first campsite.... Took like damn long and we reached there at like 5+++.... Oh yah, forgot to mention, we had the privelage to watch some movies in the bus..... Some people asked Mdm Wong then she asked the guide then can liao.... Lol.... Watched Fantastic Four and some dunno what show.....
Reached the destination.... Walked a bit than reached the place liao.... Then we got briefed by some guy called Hussein or something.... Damn idiot the guy..... Didn't have a good impression on him.... Act like some big boss.... Then he kept blowing that stupid whistle of his in the enclosed room... Please lah.... Are you that lousy at controlling people? No right.... Wtf.... -.- Anyway, he crapped about all the camp rules etc then we went to pitch our tents.... We used those that people use when they go camping for fun that kind..... So we pitched.... Then our tent kept having problems cause the stupid rods weren't long enough.... Then finally found the right ones...... Finally pitched the tent... Then that stupid Hussein guy came to ask us how many mats we had and we said 3... Then he just asked us to give him one then he gave it to another group.... Wtf..... In the end we koped one more anyway... Lol... After that we went for some lame night activity.... Some seriosuly lame game... After that we went to sleep....
Was damn hot in the tent.... Slept in the same tent with Leon and Shi Jie.... Then because of the earlier dose of deodorant, I couldn't breathe when I lay down.... So i just slept on some of the bags..... Heard that some people got attacked by some huge cicada at like 2am or something.... Didin't heat them screaming..... The good thing about our campsite was that it was pretty far away from the teachers and the instructors..... So people were playing cards until dunno what time...... The cicada was killed by Brandon Chan I think.... Lol....
Morning woke up and refreshed ourselves, then had what morning excerise from that Hussein guy, then we had to sing some damn lame songs about 3 times.... Breakfast then we spilt into 2 groups an went for activities... My group went for rafting first.... Did three things... First just floated on the water with our life vests, then plunged into the rapids then the actual rafting.... Plunging into the rapids was the best.... When I plunged in water got into my mouth and nose, then when i surfaced to take air, the water went in again and you could say I nearly drowned, apparrently, it happened to some others too....... It was damn fun though.... Then the rafting, was damn fun and the scenery was quite nice, encountered some rapids and there was one where Wei Rong and Xing Yu fell off the raft.... Haha... They caught in luckily.... Rafted for about dunno how long then we took some bus back to the campsite..... Bus was well prepared... Seats were covered by something to prevent us from soaking and dirtying the seats.... Lol... Nice... Then it was lunch then we went for the next part... Next part wasn't as interesting but still fun.... Did Flying Fox, though it wasn't that fun as other kinds of Flying Foxes (Length of the line and height of the tower thingy etc...) Went together with John Lau then we were like shouting NY SUCKS!!! For me lah, John was the only one saying NY ROCKS!! Lol... Then we stoned for damn long while waiting for the rest, played in the water a bit... Then we did the river crossing thing... It was just simply holding on to some rope and wading across the river.... Current was against you but not that strong so it was pretty simple... Seemed to have some kind of pit at the other side in the water.... Finished that then we went to shower.... Not proper showers mind you.... After that we slacked for some time while the other group was showering.... After showering everyone was like sweating like crazy.....
After that I can't really remember what we did but I think we packed up the tents then we boarded the bus and went to the next place... Before we left practically everyone went to the store to buy drinks, ice-cream etc.... Lol.... After that we set off to some place, took a boat to the otehr side and we landed on the beach and set up camp there.... That time about 6++pm liao..... We quickly pitched our tents then ate dinner... The cycling and caving group joined us.... After that briefing on the next day's cycling then free time till 1045pm.... At that time we were like playing cards, doing dunno what then slept.... Tent was damn hot as usual.... Then for fear of flies we had to put the net thingy of the tent up.... Rained a bit at night..... Woke up next day, freshened up, took down tents, had breakfast and prepared for cycling.... Sports class group joined us then briefing by Mr Goh Kee Yong then we put our bags and stuff in the lorry... Took a helmet and a bike then set off....
Journey was divided into four quarters, unevenly distributed with rest points after every quarter.... So first quarter wasn't much mostly small roads passing houses..... Bloody chain of the bike came out..... Had to wait for the mechanics..... By the way, there was some company providing a service where they had numerous guys riding on motorcycles going around giving us endless supplies of water in bottles..... Then there were mechanics travelling about to help us with our bikes..... An ambulance was at the back in case of anything..... Damn cool sia.... Good planning..... Anyway, after the first break became a little more hiong.... Cycled up mountains and dunno what.... Weather was turning nasty.... DAMN HOT..... Plus there was no wind and the air was like stale.... So if you stopped in let's say some part of the mountain, you could die cause of all that.... Wtf..... Chain came out a few more times.... -.- Then finally after some downslopes it was a stop for lunch.... Had a second packet cause I was damn hungry.... Lol.... Then third quarter..... Also pretty tough cause of the weather and fatigue.... Lol.... Leonard at the start or something say what cycling 50+km was No Kicks! Then he tio cramp in BOTH his legs at the third quarter.... Lol.... Practically dying.... Then last quarter had to endure.... My left pedal dunno what stupid problem the got stuck then I couldn't peddle properly.... Oh yah, forgot to mention, a few times during the journey we saw a number of times children aged like 7-10 were riding motorcycles..... WTF? As Jit Hin said, they were like suanning us.... Haha....
Finally reached the end.... Almost collapsed.... Thought I was going to get a headache cause of the whole journey and the sun.... Got sunburnt, though not that bad..... Waited for everyone to come then we took a bus to some resort where everyone was supposed to gather..... Showered there at some toilets at the swimming pool level.... While waiting saw Bei Er and Li Song jump into the swimming pool.... Haha... They got chased out then they said what "I fell in...." Haha.... Showered liao felt damn shuang then talked to people... Saw Wen Xuan's sunburnt arms getting wacked by Daryl.... Ouch.... Talked to many others about our experiences.... Then later went for dinner.... Woots, buffet sia.... Food was damn good.... Then Leon took damn a lot of food, then all of us, especially Jit Hin, Charlton and Wai Yinn were like trying to make him lose his appetite by saying loads of rubbish.... Haha... Better not say here or people will lose their appetite.... Haha...
Then we heard that some idiot from 3-9 went to say what 3-10 people are losers and 3-5 was hopeless..... -.- Our table people, all 3-10 guys, got pretty unhappy then dunno what they did.... Nothing happened to the guy lah though.... You think you're from 3-9 and your class is better than others means that we're inferior is it? Then you're so WRONG.... No grudges or whatever against 3-9 people.... Perhaps just that guy.... Dunno what's his name.... After dinner we gathered back at the dunno what you call that then we had some prize presentation for damn funny prizes.... Got what "fragrant" award.... You know what I mean lah.... Then what "Loud, louder and loudest" award to John Lau.... We shouted NY sucks!!! Haha.... By the way, NY people don't get offended lah, if there are any who read this blog.... It's just John's obsession.... Haha....
After that then there was some debrief by Mr Goh Kee Yong about the things we learned and moral values.... Pretty meaningful I must say... Just that many were damn tired and didnt' absorb much.... Then there was the great LTY who was complaining that what Mr Goh said was totally rubbish.... And he wasn't those sleepy people mind you.... He was pretty much awake.... If he absorbed some of what Mr Goh said he wouldn't be the way he was lah please..... -.-
Then we boarded the bus and headed to the tran station.... Reached there at like 12+++am.... Then we stoned there for like 2 hours.... You could see the whole lot of us over there by the station waiting.... Many sleeping.... Haha.... I joined those guys later.... Then Ivan said that we looked like beggers cause we were like sleeping at a train station with bags and we were eating the bread provided..... Haha... Slept after a while then got woken up at like 245++am.... Train arrived at like 3am I think.... Boarded.... Got a seat a table with Xing Yu..... Leonard and Jonathan Cheung.... Slept until like 8++am... Then played cards for a while then went to the cafe.... Nothing really much there.... Bought somethings then continued playing.... This time joined by Kah Hoe and Kenneth.... Played cards again.... Kenneth left then Jonathan came back.... Played again until we reached the customs at Johor at about 12+pm.... The customs officers came aboard then headed to the Singapore side..... Got off, went thorugh the customs then gatheres again and dismissed! Woots!!!
After that supposed to go with Jit Hin and co. to the MRT station but I lagged behind a bit then I lost them.... Luckily saw Kah Hoe and Xing Yu.... Met up with other guys then we tried to find the bus to take to the MRT station.... Went too far then we realized it was just in front of us just now then we backtracked... Not before buying some things.... Lol.... Took 911 (OMG) to the interchange/Woodlands MRT station.... Most the guys went to eat then Kian Boon, Kah Hoe, LTY and I took the tran back.... Met Miss Chong at the station.... After that came home....
So, overall.... Sec 3 camp was damn fun, got to experience loads of things.... Met a few new friends and got to spend quality time with other friends.... Best of all, the camp brought us to new heights, giving us good memories.... Also, I got to take the Malaysia-Singapore train for the first time.... Cool.... Also got to see you could say a different side of some people.... Also saw the very nice/cheery and entertaining sides of people.... For example Bei Er (Super entertaining), Charlton and Jit Hin.... A good experience in all....
After that in the afternoon went for class.... New person in class.... Lol... Nothing much...
This has been a VERY long post.... Haha.
Adios!
Not really in the mood to blog nowadays.... However, will just post quickly here....
Anyway, past few days have been a bit.... sian....
Anyway, Tuesday was my birthday and a big Thank You to all those who wished me Happy Birthday... =D Anyway that day the teachers were like treated to a movie... They were watching Blades of Glory... So technically, lessons were supposed to end by latest 3pm... However, Mr Ang didn't want to go so we were the only class having lessons.... -.- So finished then went for Blackbox as usual..... Then had cake at home.... Nice....
Wednesday wasn't much.... Had shooting training PT.... There was no official training so we conducted POP concert discussion/practice for the Sec 1s and Sec 2s.... After that came home.... Then got lectured/scolded very badly cause my parents went for the Sec 3 PTM and my teachers said that I needed better time management.... Then they scolded me over and over again, saying that my results were caused by lousy time management.... Then they, especially my mum, kept saying that I was not worried that my results were lousy.... Just because I don't show my emotions openly doesn't mean that I don't think about it.... I let out some of my emotions at school.... So I got scolded so badly that I well.... sort of cried again.... Call me crybaby if you want....
Thursday supposed to turn up for ptm then my mum initially disallowed me to skip piano lesson... Then I made a deal that the next lesson I do 2 hours instead of 1.... So luckily she agreed... Cause when I told Miss Saras that, she wanted to "punish" me by making me OIC for the next Sec 4 PTM.... Then I didn't want that event to clash with NP then I asked my mum for the change lor.... Then when I told her that I could make it she was like half lecturing me saying that I put unneccessary pressure on myself, resulting in the bad mood face that I put on... Please lah, I get upset because of other things lah.... You think I'm so dumb? -.- What's more go and give me the forfeit when people like Nathan Ma don't even bother to turn up.... Why? Cause he FORGOT. -.- WTF.... Damn unfair.... Whatever lah.... Anyway Miss Saras went back first cause she was on MC.... Hope she's recovered.... Then I went for the shooting theory lesson by Tian Ming sir.... He went through with us a number of things... Then I got the video interview with him that I needed.... Must show the squad his comments.... Very meaningful.... Then went for PTM, which was pretty ok.... Food wasn't so good.... Went home at 9++pm....
Today last day of Term 2.... Nothing exciting.... Just a few free periods and teachings..... Then Mr Thomas gave us our report books..... Results lousy... Dropped a bit.... Never exceeded 200 in level position before in my Cat High life and I did it this term.... 206.... -.- Then went for training.... Had post interview (finally)..... I was second then went in.... Felt damn pressurized and Mr Goh was there somemore!!! Then I realised I jacked myself in the interview... Screwed.... Bah, whatever.... We'll just have to wait tilll next week.... Finished training then had briefing for holiday schedule..... Wah... Damn packed sia.... After training played soccer for a while....
Finished packing just now, with some help form my mum..... Thanks..... Tomorrow till Tuesday we're going to Malaysia for our Sec 3 camp..... Hope everything will go smoothly and that everyone would be safe.....
Sian
Just because I don't show it on my facial expressions, that doesn't mean that I'm not worried or concerned.... I've already resolved to change.... But I can't implement it immediately.... So let me just go and improve ok? I know I've disappointed you guys, but must you only keep wacking me with my faults? You mean you see nothing good in me? Perhaps.... Not my decision....
Just now when I walked past my parents room I heard them talking about me, how I was so unconcerned about anything, in their point of perspective...... How irritating and dumb I am..... Nothing more I can do.... I guess I'll just do my best to change.... Then again, I'll have to eait like 10 weeks before I can be realeased.....
Just feel very sian nowadays.... Dunno.... Feeling tired liao... Gotta sleep.... Going to be a long and hopefully fun 4 days..... Hope we'll be back in once piece.... See ya guys....
Ok.... Back here again.... Nothing really much today..... Double Maths, went on to the topic on logarithms that chapter.... A little complicates but I guess it may be quite ok.... Not sure.... Now Mdm Ng seems to know that we can't concentrate for two whole periods flat..... She's giving us a few breaks now and then.... Yay.... Then Physics just went through SPA file.... Biology SPA did something about hydrogen peroxide and potatoes... Screwed up one part and didn't get the desired results cause I didn't put the potatoes in the boiling water long enough.... There were a few very-nice-to-see reactions though.... Lol... Recess went to see Mr Goh about the Sec 3 camp with the rest of the CCs/ACs.... Got our stuff then went back to class then rushed down to the canteen.... Was damn late... Had like 5 minutes to eat.... Damn.... Chionged then went back up for Chem.... Didn't do much.... Then I asked Mr Thomas whether he wanted me to stay on cause I felt that I was inefficient..... He told me to stay on, so I'll just stay on....
Then English did some personality test thingy.... More of Musical and intrapoersonal.... Lol.... Then Biology went thorugh the SPA worksheet....Biology Mastery Review tomorrow.... Sian.... After that went for some short training for shooting com...... Luckily it was last minute so we didn't do much...... Just a feel excersises then done.... Wanted to go Bishan library with Xing Yu, then he left liao when we were done.... Next time please tell me at least leh.... So I just went to eat and stoned then I went home.... Saw Cat High in a softball match against Pei Chai before I left.... Pardon me for saying this, but it seemed like that Cat High was getting owned.... Maybe the results are the opposite.... Who knows?
Got a very nice watch from my god-grandmother.... Thank You! A nice shirt from my Mum too.... Thank You!
It's gonna be a long day tmrw again.... This time, I'll really hate it.... Just for tomorrow.... Haiz...
Happy Birthday to Perret!
Happy Birthday to Chris!
Hi everyone, haven't blogged in a while..... Nothing really much has happened, perhaps one or two things....
Yesterday was the SPF-NPCC badge presentation ceremony..... Sec 3s and Sec 2s went to help out.. Congratulations to all the sirs who got the badge as well the rest of the receipients....
Friday we had to help out to prepare for the ceremony.... A lot of us got damn frustrated cause the FIs kept making us move everything around a few times....
Nothing really much, feeling very very sian nowadays....
Just now again, I cried. That makes it like 4 times in 3 days.... Dunno what's wrong with me.... I just feel like crying these days, perhaps it's because of the recent turn of events.... I dunno what's wrong.... I just feel very sad inside.... Just please tell me straight away if you've any problems with me, stop saying, wait, I tell you another day.... And i don't need anyone to consel me ok.... Things will work out... I hope....Oh yah, forgot to mention.... On Friday when we were dismissed something happened at the grandstand there.... There was this Sec 1 Air guy who was trying to pick a fight with Li Song.... Dunno what happened, we went there then they were just staring at each other like gangsters. I guess they knew the rules well that the person who first attacked would be blamed, so they just kept asking the other to hit first.... What in the world.... Please lah.... I have no idea what happened but can you please act more gentlemanly? What shuang bu shuang then what want to start a fight..... I dunno what's happened to people nowadays.....
It's going to be damn sian foir the next few days.... Probably going to ask Mr Thomas whether he wants to change me.....
Happy very belated birthday to Julian (16th May)
Happy early birthday to Perret (Tomorrow)
Happy early birthday to Chris Lai (Tomorrow)
Ok.... Nothing much these 2 days.... Monday can't really remember what happened.... Some stuff.... Admin almost complete =D Some lessons.... Especially Maths.... Mdm Ng said we finished Matrices liao.... Yay... Then soon we'll be moving on to more difficult topics in A Maths.... Sian..... Then we had our meeting in the canteen... Settled some of the admin stuff.... Still got loads to do.... Then did some other stuff then came home....
Today also nothing much.... Miss Wong didn't teach during her Physics period.... Then her later SPA period give us free period.... Lol.... Then nothing really much.... Mr Ang gave back our compo + report writing.... Scored 36/60 for both.... Not bad lah.... Though it's damn low..... English I think can get B4 at least.... Yah lah, I'm a noob ok? I've decided to carry on with Biology by the way, despite my low marks....
Some people noticed I've been a bit sian sian these few days.... Lol.... Results lah.... Although Daren tells me to cheer up.... Thanks though....
Anyway.... I've decided.... What's done is done, lessons learnt.... I admit I didn't work as hard as I could for this exams.... Something was bothering me I guess.... Dunno lah... Anyway, I've made my mind..... June holidays onwards I'm going to chiong my studies already.... No more wishy-washy trying to scrap through liao..... I'm not going to be a disappointment liao.... To neither my parents nor myself..... Work harder, put your mind to it, focus.....
There is one thing though.... Wei Rong is right.... Some teachers say that marks now are not so important, but then after they say that, you get slapped with millions of structured remedials and who knows what because they see you're marks are lousy..... I'm gonna improve by leaps and bounds.... =D
Just found out that Yan Lin went to Changi Coast Adventure Centre for her school Sec 3 camp.... Interesting.... Seems like many schools are going there for camps.... Can't blame them.... It was tons better than Jalan Bethera.... Lol.....
I also kind of screwed my own chances in CMC today during the meeting.... Won't elaborate.... Then again.... CMC I no hope right.... So not much harm done.... Lol.... Nothing really much for the rest of the day...
I think one of my best buddies really needs a morale booster.... Though some parts of his current attitude are kind of cheesing me off.....
Hope the guys who had the interview today did well..... Tomorrow post interview.... All the best guys! =D
I dunno whether I should be happy that it's coming in less than 1 weeks time... With my kind of results.... Nothing really to be happy about that occasion....
Jason got a DS with Diamond or Pearl!! Not sure lol.... I really feel like playing again lor.... Too bad... No DS.... Suddenly there's a sudden interest in Pokemon stuff..... Woots.... Long live Pokemon!!! XD
Ok.... Haven't posted for a few days.... Wasn't really in the mood.... However, I just came to do so cause I need to relax a bit after today's work.....
Ok... Friday somemore script checking.... Damn sian.... Chinese scored damn low.... The cloze passage dunno why still cannot score.... More practice needed I guess.... Then compo Mr Yong see your compo story line too common then mark you down.... Sian.... Need to read more I guess.... Then Geography scored 35/50 I think.... So so I guess..... Jerold got 45 and he bluffed people that he got like 24.... Dunno what's wrong with him lah.... English also like that.... Lol... Then Physics...... Realised a lot of my mistakes..... Some stupid things like not writing formula minus mark.... Sian.... Anyway, lesson learnt..... Chemistry I expected a fail or borderline pass.... Result: 57.5/100 I think.... Section C screwed me up... Haiz....Must work harder.... Then History elect people checked scripts so we went to the canteen to eat a little... Then we went to check our Lit papers.... In the past always fail by half a mark.... Then got 28/50.... Damn happy!! After that Jian Zhong and I went for training.... Linus wasn't feeling well so he went home and missed script checking.... Learnt gadget making in campcraft (no drills cause everyone went for training late) Everyone made some shoe rack using dowel poles and twine.... Our goup's one wasn't stable so it sort of collapsed.... Lol..... After that had PT... Still damn rusty... Still cannot pump properly.... Need to train.... After that had RT... Played soccer.... Wasn't able to play properly.... As usual.... Then we were dismissed.... Then stoned for a while.... Then played soccer again... This time with Sec 3s and Sec 2s to relieve my stress...... Quite fun.... Still wasn't able to play properly though.... Then went to Bishan market to buy drinks then zao home....
Saturday nothing much.... Received new from Tee Leng sir that I had to collect info from some Sec 1s and 2s for Quiz Com. Then went out for lunch with my Mum and Dad then went to school to do the stats project with Wai Yinn and Boon Siang.... Wasn't very helpful... So I came home and pia for a while then send to the bloody teacher.....
Today also quite boring.... Went to class... Did the Quiz Com thing.... Damn difficult to compile.... So much info.... Then finally sent it to Tee Leng sir.... Then received comments about our stats poster.... Got damn pissed..... Ok... Fine, it was plain and basic, but the way she phrased it made it sound like she was scolding us for doing such a lousy piece of work and that we were like damn lousy..... WTF lah.... Our lives don't revolve around a bloody stats poster ok..... I know we need to improve it, but the way you said it was like damn freakin offensive.... Got damn fed up..... Haiz.... No choice.... Have to go rectify it tmrw.... Damn it lah....
Now I'm like damn angry with myself, fed up with the stats teacher and project and the continuing pressure of ___ Sian diao.... Must start everything liao.... No more slacking, no more wishy washy, no more scrapping through..... I'm gonna change, for the better attain good results for all the upcoming tests, perfection.... As for NP..... Erm.... I dunno actually.... Still need to see my post first.... POP scheduled for 1st June I think.... Shooting prelims in the morning that day as well..... Whole day full u sia...
Biology paper checking tmrw..... I pray for all the best.....
I need to find a new source of strength, something that will spur me on and give me the positive light, something that will stand by me and encourage me all the way.... Something that won't give up on me, something that will care for me..... Or perhaps it's better rephrased as "Someone"..... Bah.... Such a thing doesn't exist.... Stop dreaming....
Oh yah, finally found out something.... On the day of NPCC Day. Before the parade, I heard someone giving commands, but it didn't sound familiar..... Then I just found out that it was Mr Goh giving commands!! Cool sia....
Happy Birthday to Yi Sin!
Happy Belated Birthday to Vanessa (11th)!
Happy Mother's Day to all mothers out there!
Firstly, Happy Birthday to Nathan and Yong Cheng senior... =D
Happy Belated Birthday to Shih Qian and Lincoln (Yesterday)!
Anyway, nothing much these 2 days..... Just that Wednesday was pretty eventful I guess.... PE did handball.... Drew one game, lost 2 games..... Team was ok.... Nothing wrong with it, although some people would say that my team contained lots of nerds.... Well..... We just lacked a bit of activity and cohesion I guess.... Was quite fun....... Mr Yong had his last official lesson with us, though I think they did nothing..... Physics I failed the paper..... I need to 6 out of 10% to barely pass overall..... To think that Mr Yong spent so much effort..... Anyway after that we went for the stupid stats thing.... Couldn't bring my laptop cause there was training later..... So we sort of stoned a bit..... Then we went back to bid "farewell" to Mr Yong.... Gave him his gifts from the class.... Took photos.... Went back to the library after that then did what we could till 12++pm. Then we went to have our late recess..... Assembly was a whole lot of stuff..... Presentation by a lot of people for bicultural fortnight a few weeks back..... Sec 1s were ok..... Sec 2's presentation was a bit dry...... Then the English project videos, then some prize presentations..... So assembly ended damn late..... Something like 3pm.... Then the Sec 3s had to arrange the tables and chairs for script check today..... So we ended up reporting for training at 3:45pm....
Training was rifle drills using the NCC Air dummy M-16s.... Quite fun.... Learnt new rifle drills.... Baring and Angkat Senjata (correct spelling?) All of us the left thigh muscles became damn cramped..... After that was the collection of our details for LMSC, then Darius sir talked to me and Ken then we went to play basketball.... After that was a lot of spasticity..... Probably trying to relieve the troubles and distress inside..... Anyway, left at about 7:45pm.
Today was script checking..... A damn sian day.... English got 29.5/50 for compre and summary combined..... Not bad lah for me..... Heard that Jerold got 36/50.... Congrats.... He kept telling me he got 24/50.... -.- Then had Maths.... Paper 2 got 63/100 in total.... Paper 1 had 71/80 So total percentage for this term is 75.8% Ok lah..... A lot of people would get like 80++, so my score ain't really good..... I'm damn bloody careless.... Lost like 20 odd marks due to careless and stupid mistakes in both papers..... Like in paper 1, for the simultaneous equation question, I did y but I forgot about x...... -.- Damn dumb.... Then it was Social Studies..... It was like my worst subject.... Everyone got something like B3 to A1... I failed overall.... Felt very very devastated inside.... SEQ I coudn't remember all the points and got 4.... Then SBQ I got only 6.... Why can't I do well in anything?..... Felt very very sian after that..... Practically no mood to do anything.... I guess that's another person to my list of people I dare not face.... That now consists of Mr Fernandez, Mr Yong (Physics and Maths), Mr Thomas (Chem sure screw up as well as being a lousy CC)....... Feeling very down now.....
I guess from now on, from the June holidays onwards, I'm going to change, no more slacking (though I didn't slack that much), I'll focus more on my studies.... Err.... NP..... I'll have
to see my post..... I guess this term's results would affect my chances.... I guess I'll still try anyway, no harm trying right? Anyway, I'm going to study more, waste less time, be more sporty etc.... I'm going to strive for excellence after this.... No more trying to scrape through..... If I still want to go to JCs like HCI, NJC etc, I'll have to work hard.... I don't want to disappoint myself and my parents.....
However, despite all that, I'm still feeling down.... What a disgrace I am.... To 3-10 especially..... Class Chairman doing so badly...... Oh yah, speaking of that, I sort of found someone who is suitable to be my succesor.... Just that I don't think he wants to be CC..... He's very responisble and very hardworking and smart.... Perfect candidate.... He is D.S. You should know who I guess.... Perhaps I'll tell Mr Thomas.... Another possible candidate is D.C., who's also very responsible....
Tomorrow is script check for Chinese, Physics =(, Chemistry and Lit I think.... All the subjects I damn scared of...... I guess our squad would have to report for training late, seeing that history elect and lit elect people are checking scripts at 2:30pm.....
Hope the people that went to celebrate Lincoln's birthday today had fun..... Really wished I could go.... Just that I had something to attend to and was also quite sad then so was also need really in the mood to celebrate anything...... Sorry buddy........Next gathering I'll do my best to go..... Sian...... Bryan is such a brainless git..... Don't know how he ended up in 3-10 and as its CC somemore.....
Damn sian lah..... :(
Sad Day....... Lousy Student.....
Ok, today first day after the mid-years..... Dunno why felt damn tired..... Then first lesson was Biology..... Miss Saras spent some of the lesson suanning all of us and saying how badly we did..... Sian..... Then nothing really much..... Mr Talib also spent the day going through the paper, although he didn't return it to us...... Mr Yong showed us our physics marks..... I got 35/70 for section A and B combined so far.... That's like total rubbish..... I thought I could finally do much better than last time then these kind of results come out...... Why are things like that? =( Feeling damn sian now..... Guess I'm those kind of hopeless students..... Still don't know why I'm in 3-10...... Perhaps it's time to reconsider turining in the badge again......
Anyway, Mr Fernandez didn't teach, so we slacked.... Then Miss Cheang didn't really teach, just went through the class test..... Then we slacked a bit. Then Daryl and Beier were like playing strip poker.... Lol.... After that was Physics where Mr Yong bought pizza for the class.... Lol... It came at like 2:50pm.... Lol... Thanks Mr Yong! =D Then Mr Ang came and said that there was no English lesson.... Woots!! Then I went to slack in 3-3 for a while..... Then went for blackbox after a whole lot of slacking and talking with various people around the school.... Then came home......
Thy is an underserving student...... Hope you guys enjoyed it..... Dunno why I'm doing all this indirect self torture.... Lol.... Not physically anyway.... So nothing to fear.... =D
Before I forget. Happy Birthday Wei Jie!!!! =D
That's all folks..... =D
Ok. Today..... NPCC DAY!!! Woohoo!!!! 48th year and running..... Yeah....
Okay, also Kian Boon's birthday today. So Happy Birthday KB!!! =D
Okay, woke up a bit late today.... Planned to leave the house at 6am but left at 6:15am cause I sort of overslept.... Lol..... Luckily my Dad managed to drive me there and reach at 6:30am..... Lol.... Thanks Dad.... =D
okay, then changed into full-u with the others in the D&T toilet. Then went to fall in at the plaza...... New uniform like quite hot leh..... After a while sweating liao.....Lol.... Then had UI, which was quite ok, or considered slack by many cause Wee Siong sir for some reason seemed to be in a good mood.... Lol.... Did some drills..... Sian, I can't seem to do my drills properly with my new boots.... They're a little bit big.... Damn..... Bang like rubbish...... Then had the parade..... Dunno why felt like damn awkward for some reason..... Then prize giving, Rui Xian sir was the Best Unit Cadet.... Congratulations.... Though it's kinda expected... =P Then the names of the 11 SPF-NPCC badge holders were also announced. Knew that some time ago though..... Lol..... Then the parade ended then Linus, Jian Zhong and myself went for our Lit exam. Didn't get to be in the unit photo..... :( Sian...... Anyway, Lit was pretty ok I guess...... Hope I can do well......
After the exam found the rest of the guys playing basketball.... Lol.... Thought they originally wanted to go look for squad jacket designs...... Seemed like they were waiting for Xing Yu as he went back home to take his first u..... Then Yi Bin went back also..... KB apparrently went home so we couldn't celebrate his birthday.... -.- So much for the celebration...... Then we went to J8 to walk around then stoned at KFC for a while..... Bishan Gay was there.... -.- Xing Yu joined us while we were walking around..... Then we were waiting for Yi Bin..... Took damn long.... Then Xing Yu and I went to buy cheese fries. Lol.... I had earlier made some prediction and it came true. Ended up being seen by Rui Min and Jeanie...... Lol.... Should have asked them to walk to the other side of KFC, so someone could see them..... Seems like they did though..... Lol..... Then when we started eating then Yi Bin came, then some went to buy ice-cream.... Lol.... Then we went to the MRT.
Took the MRT to Chua Chu Kang, then took 975 to HTA. Damn long journey and many people slept.... Reached HTA and we returned our No. 1. So left Wee Siong sir and Darius sir's No. 1 to be returned and our unit is clear..... Wonder if there would be another chance to wear the No.1 again...... Haiz.... The after that we took 172 back to the interchange. Some people wanted to play LAN so they went off.... Ben, Xing Yu and I went to Lot 1 to eat.... Went upstairs to eat, which was so so.... Later realized we could have gone Downstairs to eat better food at Food Junction...... Lol.... After that we walked around the place, saw a few things. Kiddy Palace.... Lol..... Then bought some youghurt which wasn't worth it.... Lol.... Lesson learnt.....
Then we took the train back to Bishan again.... Another damn long journey...... Then J8. Xing Yu and Ben went to dunno where while I had to go back to school to get my water bottle which I left behind...... -.- Met Lincoln and talked to him..... Then went back.... Saw Yang Heng sir too.... Lol.... Retrieved my bottle then went back to the library..... Went there and stoned. Read some comics actually. Ben and Xing Yu ended up sleeping... Lol.... Then Ben got a call from Miss Fernandez saying that his group got 2nd prize for the English Video project.... Congrats.... =D Met Clement, Li Song and Kai Jie there as well with a bunch of St Nicholas girls..... Lol.....
After that went home. Met Kai Zhong senior also on the way to the MRT.... Lol.... Then went home and met Vanessa at Yio Chu Kang.... Lol..... Then met Christopher at the 825 line..... Then he helped me solve my msn problem.... Yay.... Can use msn on my laptop liao..... Thanks Chris! Then my Dad gave me my early birthday present..... Thanks Dad! =D
Lol.... Today I seemed to have met quite a lot people..... First met Jeanie and Rui Min at J8. Then met Lincoln at J8, then met Andrew also at J8, twice. Then in the library I thought I saw someone like Leona.... 6D classmate..... Lol..... Not sure though.... Then met Clement, Kai Jie and Li Song at the library, then met Kai Zhing senior at J8. Then met Vanessa at Yio Chu Kang MRT station, then met Christopher at the 825 queue line..... Lol..... Nice sia.....
Tomorrow another long day..... Going to sleep liao.... Good Night.... =D
Today wasn't really much..... Whole day was pretty wasted I guess.... Don't really have anything to say actually...
Nowadays I feel that a lot of us are having problems emotionally I guess..... A number of my friends are feeling very down lately, kinda like me I guess.... Dunno what's happening to us.... Anyway, I still hope you guys would pesevere. Talk to me if you need someone to talk to..... Cheer up guys..... =D
Tomorrow is the English Lit paper for me and a few others.... As well as the C Lit people and the music people, though that's after us..... Most importantly though, tomorrow is NPCC DAY!!!!! Wooohooo!!! Parade in the morning...... Long Live NP!!! Haha ok...... Have to fall in at like 6:40am.... Have to wake up friggin early....
Anyway, after that. Going to HTA to return our No. 1 uniform with the rest of the NPDP people.... After that we're celebrating KB's birthday.... =D Haiz.... Going to miss the first u.... Sobs..... Still remember the day we got it..... Was damn excited then.... Now, time passed so quickly and we have to return it liao...... Haiz......
All the best to the Lit people and Music people I guess..... And perhaps people who have yet to take their exams or are still taking them I guess......
Adios! =D
Hi people. Anyway, sorry about the post yesterday, or rather 2 days ago..... Feeling much better now.....
Anyway, as you may have seen on many blogs in my links..... Mid-years are over!!! Yay!! The thing is, I still have English Lit paper to take...... along with many others as well as those Music people.... People are like playing like crazy and we still have to study for Lit. Though there's really nothing much to study.... =P
Anyway, update about the exams..... Wednesday was Geography and Chemistry. Geography was pretty ok, Mr Talib went through quite a lot of the questions with us. I lost 3 marks already though, cause I answered one of the questions totally out of point..... -.- Damn..... A lot of the questions were also like half essay questions.... Was writing like crazy..... Chemistry was damn hard..... Damn lah.... Mr Thomas is like going to be damn disappointed..... Really hope I can get at least a B4..... Thursday was Maths paper 1 only cause I don't take history. Was quite ok..... Friday was Biology and Maths Paper 2. Bio was pretty ok too I guess. Miss Saras smsed me saying that the whole class passed MCQ.... Cool. She also mentioned that Samuel and Jonathan scored 27/30. Congrats guys.... Maths paper 2 was a killer..... I lost like 8 marks at the end of the paper..... Can't see the thing for the third part of the angle properties of circle qns. The paper was damn scary...... Part a was linked to part b and so on..... Once you get part a wrong then die liao...... When I told Mr Yong that I had lost 8 marks already, he had a frustrated look on his face.... Haiz... I'm a lousy student.... :(
Anyway after the exams had some Lit paper which everyone did not study for, so everyone died..... Then after that I went to change for training while Linus and Jian Zhong went home.... -.- Ok, fine lah. Mr Goh actually gave us permission not to go for training cause we had to study for Lit.... Fine lah, I'm too enthu and extra ok? Anyway, when I finished and went to fall in everyone was pumping. So had to join them. Apparrently they were late for 7 mintues so we had to do 70. They had alreay finished 36 when I reached..... So I chionged 36 then did the remaining with them...... At 70, I almost could not get up again..... Sian..... I've weakened liao.... Perhaps it was due to the 2 or 3 late nights that I had.... Slept at 1+am those days..... After that got pumped again during UI cause I didn't have time to polish my boots and belt.... Luckily only 10. That I have to thank Troy sir. Then our drill standard drop a bit..... Probably everyone tired from exams liao....
So, after that we had the practice for the morning parade for NPCC Day which in on Monday. After that went for drills where we were taught/practiced I.C.E. and M.O.I. Good information.... 2nd class drill badge test sounds difficult.... Then we had PT where I couldn't take it already, so I falled out before the run. Felt damn tired and unwell..... After that dismissed liao then everyone went to play..... I wasn't in any condition to play so I just stoned and went emo because of some earlier incident. After that then went home...... Have to thank Xing Yu for talking to me when I was feeling damn down.... Thanks buddy... =D
Saturday did almost nothing but stone..... Muscles were aching like crazy then couldn't hit the golf balls properly...... Maybe it's also because I've not attended training for like 1 and a half months due to NPDP and exams..... Lol.....
Quite late now...... Going to sleep liao.... Good night..... Opps, sorry. Good Morning guys, I'm going to sleep soon.... Lol.....
FINE!!! FINE!!!! I'M THE WORLD'S GREATEST IDIOT OK???!!!! I'M A VERY EXTRA GUY, I ONLY KNOW HOW TO TALK RUBBISH, I DON'T KNOW ANYTHING, THE SIGHT OF ME PISSES YOU OFF, YOU FEEL LIKE WACKING ME EVERYTIME YOU SEE ME? HAPPY?! I ONLY KNOW HOW TO IRRITATE YOU WITH MY PRESENCE RIGHT, I'M FULL OF TRASH AND NONSENSE RIGHT? IF THAT'S HOW YOU TREAT ME THEN FINE!!! I SHALL STOP GETTING IN YOUR WAY, I'LL STAY CLEAR OF YOU. I SEE YOU, I AVOID ALL OF YOU, SO YOU WON'T HAVE TO PUT UP WITH SOME BLOODY ASS WHO LOOKS LIKE SHIT OK? HAPPY NOW?
I really don't know what happened to me.... I have been holding back my emotions and tears for too long already.... Today, I seriously could not take it already....... I shall really stop getting in everybody's way...... I shall stop being EXTRA, I shall stop making you feel angry, frustrated, annoyed becaue I'm in the vicinity....... Can you please spare a thought for me too? What would you feel, if you were me and you received such words? Perhaps you might just brush it off.... I don't know, but these sort of things really affect me.... badly..... If you really dislike me, then just hire someone to just kill me, then you won't have to see me anymore....... I respected you, I treated you more than just a friend, then all of you give me that...... Anything that you guys are not happy with, just tell me nicely, not just shoot right at me and then just totally bo chup about me after that......I'm still trying to find my place...... Really sorry for making you read all that rubbish of mine, if you read that that is....... I'm just saying what has been bugging me for some time already.... If you're not happy, then you can find me on Monday and/or Tuesday and come and suan zhang...........
