Follow where your heart leads you, to infinity and beyond

If I could, then I would, I'll go wherever you will go

Okay updating again. Friday's lessons were quite okay. Had extra Chem lesson to finish up the little worksheet. Mrs Chiew hasn't given up on me! I really really want to get my A for chem in the final exam for her (: Thanks for the motivation Mrs Chiew! I'm gonna keep work hard!! Sounds cheesy but it's nice to know that people haven't given up on you and still care. Stayed back in school to do work after that. Was with Yong Le, Eugene, Gareth and gang at the library at first, before we moved to the canteen. Ordered in KFC for dinner haha. Damn fun. Felt damn fat after all the oily chicken xD The rest left at 9pm while I went to join Chin and gang at the crossroads. Don't think we were supposed to stay after 9pm but who cares haha. The weather was damn nice on Friday night. Cooling and stuff. There was one moment when Joshua Tan, Chin, Edmund and myself went to walk a bit to enjoy the weather haha. Did quite a bit of work, pretty productive (: Definitely much better than if I were to stay at home. Stayed till an epic time of 11:10pm haha. Decided to be really random and walk home from school. The weather was nice anyway. Took a good 30 mins to get home. Good weather and good music for company in a cool serene night, awesome stuff (:

Saturday was the usual, had tuition(s). Met Eugene who just came back from field camp lol. Brain got fried during Chem tuition ._. Dinner at pastamania then we really talk cock for damn long haha. A lot of people seemed to be in Bishan on Saturday lol. Bumped into Jackson, Hanwen, Warren and a number of others all in J8 area lol. I swear it gets annoying when you keep making careless mistakes in your calculations -.- Today didn't manage to do much. Felt tired the whole day -.- Came home from lunch then wanted to do Econs, but ended up sleeping. Sian. Watched the YOG semi-final 2 soccer match between Singapore and Haiti. First half the Young Lions didn't really play well I guess, totally off form. Second half they played much better, but failed to convert so many chances and stuff. And of course, for those who watched, they would have seen the antics shown on the pitch, shan't say much. Got damn irritated, and I don't think I was the only one, just simply a wth reaction -.- I think the Young Lions could have done better, but at least they woke up and fought harder in the second half. Still, kudos to them and hope they can grab the bronze medal in the 3rd/4th placing match! First time since I'm so on about a soccer game haha. The match reminded me of how much I missed playing floorball competitively. It'll be fun to have people cheering you on in a match. Nationals were so long ago ): Anyway, finally finished my SGC and some other stuff. Too late to do much work though zzzz

Got a bit annoyed for some things. Some people tell me stuff, then expect me to do something else which is like almost the opposite, then get disappointed/angry when I don't do what they expect. Another is like you can be talking perfectly okay, then suddenly the person starts acting cold or start ignoring you for some reason that probably only they would know. Okay, so how am I supposed to react then? Patience is all I can give. I can't really read minds unfortunately. Just need to communicate more with these people I guess. And yeah, somehow I get annoyed at certain things too. Guess when you're in a stressed period you get ticked off pretty easily. And I get a feverish feeling plus a headache after that, keep getting it after tuition -_- Luckily there's honey lemon drink to save the day LOL! I was discussing with someone some stuff, that person told me that sometimes I gotta take care of myself too. Yeah guess so, given the current situations I'm facing. Oh well, I'll just play my part for these things. I'm leaving it to fate for some, and I'm gonna make sure I have a fighting chance for what I can. Based on guessing for some things, I think I really don't show some things well, perhaps too well. Not exactly a good thing. I get energised by music sometimes haha, the drum beats and wailing guitars. Funny source of energy lol. I guess you'll get quite irritated if I kept spamming at different places. Just take care and hope you'll get well soon yeah (: Hope I can keep my energy up and don't cui diao all the time. New motto is to try and make every day as productive as possible, that includes doing my dreaded Econs stuff lol. Okay nuts tomorrow is going to be a freaking long day. I should sleep soon. I need more songs! Class photo taking later!

Suay and lucked out?

Wherever You Will Go -- The Calling


So lately, been wondering
Who will be there to take my place
When I'm gone you'll need love
To light the shadows on your face

If a greater wave shall fall
And fall upon us all
Then between the sand and stone
Could you make it on your own?

If I could, then I would
I'll go wherever you will go
Way up high or down low
I'll go wherever you will go

And maybe, I'll find out
A way to make it back someday
To watch you, to guide you
Through the darkest of your days
If a great wave shall fall
And fall upon us all
Well then I hope there's someone out there
Who can bring me back to you

If I could, then I would
I'll go wherever you will go
Way up high or down low
I'll go wherever you will go
Run away with my heart
Run away with my hope
Run away with my love

I know now, just quite how
My life and love might still go on
In your heart, in your mind
I'll stay with you for all of time

If I could, then I would
I'll go wherever you will go
Way, way up high or down low
I'll go wherever you will go
If I could turn back time
I'll go wherever you will go
If I could make you mine
I'll go wherever you will go
I'll go wherever you will go

mentally challenged @ 3:00 AM