The fight down here goes on and on, I realize it's difficult but now I can see, yeah. Climb up from the bottom for the last time, the last one
Okay, shall make this as quick as possible. Tuesday evening the 28 people went to Carl's Junior at Plaza Sing to celebrate Shian's birthday. Same date and place as last year, which happened to be after Chinese A's. Had a lot of fun doing random stuff like playing zhong ji mi mah, coming up with all sorts of rubbish (credit You'en for coming up with the weirdest combinations) So yeah, since it was the 3rd of November. HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY SHIAN!!! 12 years and counting (:Today normal stuff, had gp consult. I'm a damn soft guy cause I tear easily from minor scoldings. Maybe the situation sucks, whatever. Pissed off and sian. Thanks Wei Jian for trying to talk me out of it. Took damn long to do one math paper.. Damn careless and not thinking properly -.- Had dinner with the SJI gang at Adam road.
Uninspired, lack of support, poor substantiation. In short: die. FK
I'm sure most of us would have read the report about the killing at Downtown East. I was pretty appalled when I saw it. I felt a bit for it, cause for one, it simply defied my logic as to the actions of the perpetrators. I mean, in full view of the public choppers were brought out and they inflicted wounds on a person such that they would actually kill a person? Won't they have felt something? And these guys are around the same age as the rest of us. Who knows what could happen in the future for these undescribable acts? I don't know the exact details yet, so can't point fingers at anyone. But the damage is clear. I never really got these petty things about wanting to get into a fight over a stupid staring incident. I almost whacked or something by this idiot when exiting the lan shop in a hurry. Giving me the intimidating look while advancing trying to pick a fight -.- My deepest condolences to the family of Darren Ng
I was posed an interesting question a few days back, early in the morning (very early). My own answer surprised me. Yet there was hesitation. I might have to finally admit to myself the magnitude of it. Doubt and reason seem to come along. The words echoed through my mind again. Ah well. Stay sane can liao. My duty still remains the same, though the role might have been adjusted a bit. The ending won't be as I hoped. Still, live another night to fight
On an unrelated note, I think it would be nice for some things to go a certain way. And I had difficulty sleeping last night as I was pondering over NS and A's haha. Two consultations tomorrow. First (and most probably last lol) for Chem and Econs. See what stuff I can accomplish tomorrow. Need more efficiency and the will to stay on track. Keep getting demoralised easily -.-
So when you feel like hope is gone, look inside you and be strong. And you finally see the truth, that a hero lies in you
Another Diamonds in the Rough song. The theme of the song reminds of a lot of stuff where I had to make decisions between things. Best part of the song for me is the second part plus The Rev's part of the 'anger I see' portion lol
Crossroads -- Avenged Sevenfold
I've been traveling for so long
So lost till I stumbled upon
Two roads in front of me
I've got to take my time
To the right I could see a church
I took a step in that direction first
But to the left there was a watering hole
Where they were whiskey drunk
And now that's where I wanna pray
The fight down here goes on and on
If I was perfect then this would be easy
Either road's plausible or both I could drown
I walk through the centre with no rules to guide me
I realize it's difficult but now I can see
There's gotta be another way to go
A way that's much more feasible
A combination of all these lives
A central path without choosing a side
I make decisions one at a time
And no I never say I'm always right
I'm confident that when I stand on my own
You'll see the truest form of a man
When I'm shining through
The fight down here goes on and on
If I was perfect then this would be easy
Either road's plausible or both I could drown
I walk through the centre with no rules to guide me
I realize it's difficult but now I can see
Oh, I hear them now
All the religious rhymes (Anger I see, anger I see, anger I see now)
The left isn't better
It's just more of the same
Condemning all these people
For what they believe
I climb to the top of that mountain again
No harm is done to see me this way
And the closer to the top I get
The more they take aim but I'm not you
I may not be perfect but I've always been true
I may not be worthy in your eyes
Climb up from the bottom for the last time
The last one, the last one, the last time
If I was perfect then this would be easy
Either road's plausible on both I could drown
I walk through the center with no rules to guide me
I realize it's difficult but now I can see, yeah
mentally challenged @ 1:29 AM
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