Follow where your heart leads you, to infinity and beyond

And now you think that you're the only one who doesn't have to try, then you won't have to fail. If you're afraid to fly, then I guess you never will

Okay, finally blogging again. Haven't had the time for the past week. Then again, there isn't really much to say about my life anyway -.- Past few days it's just been going to school everyday to study. Except last week had more stuff like consultations and tests. I realise I'm seriously freaking careless man, shows a lot in the past few Math papers I've been doing -.- Then damn sian for GP now cause got shot by Miss Kaur during consultation zzz.. And she won't mark any full essays, so with no more consultations left for essays I'm kinda screwed :/ And must chiong Econs liao man.. Haiz.. This week (and the next) camping in school again lol

Okay Jerrell, here's your para:
One of the CHS guys who I got to know better in NJ. I know last year I had a bit of difficulty with you but now used to your style le hahaha. Quite a nice guy, damn fun talking cock with you. Thanks for the encouragement every now and then. You'll do well for A's haha.

Lot's of thoughts flowing through my mind. Had many funny dreams lately, especially last week. Had some nightmares as well :/ Everyday sleep late then wake up early feel damn tired man haiz.. Kian Boon says I'm destined to die young lol.. On a brighter note, bought Lifehouse's album called Smoke & Mirrors! Music is like my best company now man. Then now as we edge closer and closer to A's, the more I want to go work out and play floorball again ): I miss having a CCA to look forward too :/ Haiz. Must get rid of the sian mood that keeps trying to come back -.- It's exactly 2 weeks to Chemistry Paper 3.. By the way, all the best to the people taking O's!

And if it's not enough (If it's not enough, if it's not enough)
If it's not enough (Not enough)
Try again (Try again)
And again (And again)
Over and over again

Where is your resolve? Where is your heart?
I've had enough, but would you even give a second glance?
As the smoke and mirrors start to fade away

It's damn fun to quote song lyrics, there's a lot of meaning in them. Mix them with whatever you want like some quote from some anime or something and it'll become something lol. Not a really good example though since they're (supposedly?) not linked but what the heck lol

I found this song really soothing. Love the lyrics!

It's The Only One You've Got -- 3 Doors Down


How do you know where you're going when you
don't know where you've been?
You hide the shame that you're not showing
And you won't let anyone in
A crowded street can be a quiet place
when you're walking alone

And now you think that
you're the only one who doesn't have to try
Then you won't have to fail
If you're afraid to fly, then I guess you never will

You hide behind your walls of maybe, nevers
Forgetting that there's
something more than just knowing better
Your mistakes do not define you now,
they tell you who you're not
You've got to live this life you're given
like it's the only one you've got

Memories have left you
broken and the scars have never healed
The emptiness in you is growing,
there's so little left to fill
You're scared to look back on the days before,
but too tired to move on

And now you think that you're the only one
who doesn't have to try
Then you won't have to fail
If you're afraid to fly, then I guess you never will

You hide behind your walls of maybe, nevers
Forgetting that there's
something more than just knowing better
Your mistakes do not define you now,
they tell you who you're not
You've got to live this life you're given
like it's the only one you've got

Ooh and what would it take to get you to say that I'll try?
And what would you say if this was the last day of your life?

You hide behind your walls of maybe, nevers
Forgetting that there's
something more than just knowing better
Your mistakes do not define you now,
they tell you who you're not
You've got to live this life you're given
like it's the only one you've got

You hide behind your walls of maybe, nevers
Forgetting that there's
something more than just knowing better
Your mistakes do not define you now,
they tell you who you're not
You've got to live this life you're given
like it's the only one you've got

mentally challenged @ 12:45 AM