Follow where your heart leads you, to infinity and beyond

Started believing that I could be wrong, but you give me one good reason, to fight and never walk away. So here I am still holding on

First lesson today was our 1.5 hour lesson of GP tutorial. Miss Kaur's back. And first thing in the day the whole class got blasted for our attitude and stuff, cause we didn't do corrections and taking initiative to do stuff here and there. She had a point there. Got reminded of our goals setting slip when she returned it to us. My target for CTs was a C. I guess all this time I've been kind of lost having no clear goal what I really want for my results. I think it makes a lot of difference suddenly, having an aim. I shall do that. Hopefully prelims I'll be able to see something. Floorballholic pub stunt in the morning. I think it went really well. Good job guys! (: Keep up the good work! Played soccer for PE today. It's been a while since we played like that. Damn fun, all the guys (almost at least) played cause we didn't really want to play frisbee haha. Scored one!! Okay lah, quite lucky also. The penalty shootouts were quite epic to watch. The funny misses and goals haha. My first shot hit the cross bar o.o Almost like the Lampard goal in the England VS Germany game lol. Didn't eat for our break cause we played too much haha. Was damn hungry when I came home though, chionged dinner lol. I'm really wtf at someone's attitude -.- Told Hilary about it just now. More on that next time I guess.

Went for this workshop in the afternoon about learning to be a leader of influence. Did some interactive stuff here and there. I thought the whole session was pretty meaningful, managed to learn a lot and refresh those things that I've learned. I also was kinda reflecting about my term for floorball here and there. Good workshop (: Got damn tired though, like brain dead kind lol. Wei Shian brought up a very good point about the last business game thingy, about how trust is so important and fragile in everything. Everything's there for you to gain when you know what the rest are gonna do. But will you do it? When there's that temptation to be able to soar ahead of the others in a well, different manner? Points to ponder. Something very important to take note of in our lives. I think listening to the opinions of others can really help too, cause you get to consider different views, which really helps in your perspectives thinking.

I never really said this properly. But thanks so much Wei Shian for talking to me yesterday. Yeah kinda broke down a bit ._. Ranting on about some crappy things that have been plaguing my mind a bit. At least I managed to let it out and it kinda helped I guess. I think some reasons why I've been like that cause I've been very demoralised by many things whereby I apply a force but the rock doesn't move. Sometimes the rock even falls onto me. Managed to be reasonably cheerful today. Thanks a lot bro (: I received another very meaningful message just now. Maybe little bits are starting to light up now.

Not going to school tomorrow cause of the NS medical check-up. Can meet Yibin! I think there's a plan for watching Inception after that too haha. And I thought of some random acronym which I changed to Left Hand Side now (: Don't think it's so direct to be guessed so yeah haha. Very random stuff. Anyway, I think the lyrics to this song are really well cool for such a situation. Posting Adam Lambert's version. Both versions are pretty good I think. Chose this one cause I only heard Adam's version recently believe it or not lol.

I'm caught up in you, I'm caught up in you oh oh~~

No Boundaries -- Adam Lambert


Seconds, hours, so many days
You know what you want but how long can you wait?
Every moment lasts forever
When you feel you lost your way

And what if my chances were already gone?
Started believing that I could be wrong
But you give me one good reason
To fight and never walk away
So here I am still holding on

With every step you climb another mountain
Every breath it's harder to believe
You make it through the pain, weather the hurricanes
To get to that one thing

Just when you think the road is going nowhere
Just when you almost gave up on your dreams
They take you by the hand and show you that you can
There are no boundaries!
There are no boundaries!

I fought to the limit to stand on the edge
What if today is as good it gets?
Don't know where the future's headed
But nothing's gonna bring me down
I've jumped every bridge and I've run every line
I've risked being saved but I always knew why
I always knew why!
So here I am still holding on!

With every step you climb another mountain
Every breath it's harder to believe
You make it through the pain, weather the hurricanes
To get to that one thing
Just when you think the road is going nowhere
Just when you almost gave up on your dreams
They take you by the hand and show you that you can

You can go higher, you can go deeper
There are no boundaries above and beneath you
Break every rule 'cause there's nothing between you and your dreams

With every step you climb another mountain
Every breath it's harder to believe
You make it through the pain, weather the hurricanes
To get to that one thing
Just when you think the road is going nowhere
Just when you almost gave up on everything
They take you by the hand and show you that you can

There are no boundaries
There are no boundaries
There are no boundaries
There are no boundaries
There are no boundaries

mentally challenged @ 10:51 PM