Follow where your heart leads you, to infinity and beyond

I don't wanna fall to pieces, I just wanna sit and stare at you

Okay today so so a day. Was damn cui today, probably due to yesterday's race. Didn't study for the EM and EMI test then during the lecture just knocked out a bit. Didn't do much of the paper in the end. Freak ._. Career fair in the afternoon. Think as J2s most of us took it more seriously this time. I might consider teaching as a future job? Dunno. The CAAS talk was well a bit dry I guess, so didn't really manage to get much out of it. Went for bouldering practice after that. I think bouldering is quite fun! Quite interesting to do. I think the qualifying rounds is tomorrow for our team o.o Had conso yesterday, some Chem test from 330pm to 5pm. Think at least I can do a bit better for it this time, studied for it at least. Thursday have conso again zzz

Nuts, there's a constant nagging feeling to have to study and work. But then stupid little me just tired myself out and I'm suffering it's effects ._. Think tonight I should sleep more. I guess for my results, stuff like econs affected me more, cause I kinda spent my birthday supposedly studying for it :/ Not saying that I expected to do well and stuff, or that no others went through this as well. Just that I hope to at least to be able to do decently or something, but well :/ Got nothing out of it. Sounds like a lot of things again ): Quoting the phrase in my previous post. And I think it simply sucks to have so many people knowing about stuff some times. It's like every move will be watched, and there's always constant talk and stuff. Makes things damn hard. I can only do things at a distance at times ): Ah nuts. Okay most importantly now is to recover from this stupid flu like stuff and the built up fatigue. Hilary didn't do well for CTs either. We gotta work harder!

Listening to the radio on my phone now. My earphones got damaged so can't really use my ipod at the moment zzz.. Heard things about storms and floods and stuff in other countries. I think the weather is going nuts already. Too tired to think about some of the stuff. Another time I guess.

What's worth fighting for?

Fall to Pieces -- Avril Lavigne


I looked away then I look back at you
You try to say things that you can't undo
If I had my way, I'd never get over you
Today is the day, I pray that we make it through
Make it through the fall
Make it through it all

And I don't want to fall to pieces
I just wanna sit and stare at you
I don't wanna talk about it
And I don't want a conversation
I just wanna cry in front of you
I don't wanna talk about it
'Cause I'm in love with you

You're the only one I'll be with till the end
When I come undone, you bring me back again
Back under the stars, back into your arms

And I don't want to fall to pieces
I just wanna sit and stare at you
I don't wanna talk about it
And I don't want a conversation
I just wanna cry in front of you
I don't wanna talk about it
'Cause I'm in love with you

Wanna know who you are
Wanna know where to start
I wanna know what this means
Wanna know how you feel
Wanna know what is real
I wanna know everything, everything

I don't wanna fall to pieces
I just wanna sit and stare at you
I don't wanna talk about it
And I don't want a conversation
I just wanna cry in front of you
I don't wanna talk about it

And I don't want to fall to pieces
I just wanna sit and stare at you
I don't wanna talk about it
And I don't want a conversation
I just wanna cry in front of you
And I don't wanna talk about it
'Cause I'm in love with you
I'm in love with you
'Cause I'm in love with you
I'm in love with you
I'm in love with you

mentally challenged @ 9:55 PM