Follow where your heart leads you, to infinity and beyond

The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star

Okay, today was not bad a day. Oh, one fml thing. Slept at around 2 plus last night, with my specs on and stuff. I ended up waking up at like 620am -.- And I thought it was like 3am or something till my dad came in to ask me if I was going to school lol. Went back to sleep. And I woke up damn late -_- Only woke up when You'en called my house -.- Omg man. Anyway, Nigel, Panyu, Wei Jian, Josh Ng, Sibo, You'en, Jaron and myself went to watch Knight and Day at Plaza Sing. Quite a good show I must say, liked it quite a lot. Action packed with comedy haha. Walked around a bit, then left for Valhall. Played our little senior vs junior match haha. Wah I think we haven't played and played together for a long time already. Played quite crappy. Lost in the end ._. Had dinner at leisure centre. Saw some familiar faces from HQ there lol

Okay, funnily enough. My mood's kinda weird today. I should be happy and stuff, but got a bit sad, especially after the movie. A lot of thoughts ran through my head after watching the show. One phrase from the movie that made quite an impact on me today: Sometimes, someday is just another codeword for never. Sounds like a lot of things ): Before going to Valhall I went to drop by at the indoor stadium for a bit, couldn't go in though. Heard the band playing the song for what I think is the tune for the inspection of the GOH. This stirred up quite a bit of thoughts I guess. Shan't say it here. For one, I kinda miss such things though ): Sad, sian, stoned. Crap there's school tomorrow zzz. Had a headache and chest pains just now, think for one I lost my stamina, and fatigue is still taking it's toll ._. Guess we can't really stay in Bankai for too long. Watch your bearing. I guess it became too much a part of me, like when doing my duties and stuff. When some serious misunderstandings happened I think I became damn conscious of what I did for some things, cause I cared too much about what people think and stuff. In the end, some things were sacrificed and I'm paying the price for some. Can't express some things well enough, such that sometimes wrong ideas are conveyed, like I don't care or something. Keep too much to myself. I think the team is one case ): Regrets? Yeah guess so. I swear I'm an idiot. Seperately, what of dreams? Yeah this sounds kind of contradictory to what I posted some days back. Sounds like the facebook group of "I can give others advice but become lost when it comes to myself" An idiot really -.- Guess I need to be reminded over and over again. Oh on another hand, Eugene Ke got posted to NP for his NS vocation LOL. Damn random we suddenly talked about a lot of NP stuff haha. Anyway screw the ulcer.. Zzzz.

One of the first songs I heard from this singer. Her songs mostly have the same theme I think, with different perspectives and scenarios and stuff. Slow songs at night, fast songs in the morning to wake me up lol. Which reminds me my body clock is quite screwed up now -.- Okay whatever the case, hope you enjoy the song!

Teardrops On My Guitar -- Taylor Swift


Drew looks at me
I fake a smile so he won't see
What I want and I need
And everything that we should be
I'll bet she's beautiful
That girl he talks about
And she's got everything
That I have to live without

Drew talks to me
I laugh 'cause it's just so funny
I can't even see
Anyone when he's with me
He says he's so in love
He's finally got it right
I wonder if he knows
He's all I think about at night

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing
Don't know why I do
Drew walks by me
Can he tell that I can't breathe?
And there he goes, so perfectly
The kind of flawless I wish I could be
She better hold him tight
Give him all her love
Look in those beautiful eyes
And know she's lucky 'cause

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing
Don't know why I do

So I drive home alone
As I turn out the light
I'll put his picture down
And maybe get some sleep tonight
'Cuz he's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only one who's got enough of me to break my heart
He's the song in the car I keep singing
Don't know why I do
He's the time taken up but there's never enough
And he's all that I need to fall into
Drew looks at me
I fake a smile so he won't see

mentally challenged @ 10:44 PM