Follow where your heart leads you, to infinity and beyond

In this moment, now capture it, remember it

Today was a pretty average day. Felt like crap the whole day though. I think I'm starting to fall ill ._. You'en said I felt pretty warm in the morning then started having a bit of a sore throat through out the day. Wah sian. Felt damn cui and knocked out during Physics and a bit dring Econs. Wtfff. Think one by one all the two-cycle land ex gang going down liao. RJ don't be next hor! After school, initial plan for Panyu and I was to study transition metals for tomorrow's test. Ended up we joined the rest in playing monopoly deal in the canteen. We're a bunch of screwed up kids man, quote Nigel haha. Only stopped at like 430pm -.- Went LOL at the content for pt for the juniors. I think all of their lower bodies would be aching like mad now. Came home swam for a short while and napped a bit

This morning my dad was discussing some things that were going to take place soon. Got me wondering about something. Change. It seems like it's something pretty common, almost considered a part of the working world. I don't deny that it probably is. I guess it didn't really have an impact on me as much cause both my parents didn't really change much of their jobs, or even change working places and stuff, at least from the time I was sensible enough to realise what these things were. I wondered for my own case, will I be prepared for change in the future? Will I be able to give up the things and maybe the people I've grown an attachment to, or found a belonging in, when the time arises? Already twice, when I left the CCAs that made an impact on me, it's been difficult to like let go and stuff. I guess I'm the kind of person who would most probably find it hard to say goodbye to things, especially those that I feel an attachment to. Kinda afraid to lose the things that mean a lot to me at time I guess. Dunno, any opinions on this?

Got reminded again of the battle ahead. 8 weeks to Prelims, 3 days and 4 months to the A's. The pressure's building up. I know I need to study, but I half not want to, getting damn sian of it. Time's running out. I need to increase the duration of my Bankai, like say what 5 months? Lol. I guess this is very different from the O's. Partially cause my foundation was probably a bit better then. And I think I wasn't really aware about what the level of the so called competition was. I do now. And yes I'm worried, I'm scared. I don't want my nightmare to come true ._. Guess I gotta overcome this inertia myself. Remember the deal about consistent work? Need to stick to it as muh as possible. Right now I need to recover and get my footing back

Fearless -- Taylor Swift


There's somethin' 'bout the way the street looks when it's just rained
There's a glow off the pavement, you walk me to the car
And you know I wanna ask you to dance right there
In the middle of the parking lot, yeah

We're drivin' down the road, I wonder if you know
I'm tryin' so hard not to get caught up now
But you're just so cool, run your hands through your hair
Absent-mindedly makin' me want you
And I don't know how it gets better than this
You take my hand and drag me headfirst, fearless
And I don't know why but with you I dance
In a storm in my best dress, fearless

So baby drive slow 'til we run out of road
In this one horse town, I wanna stay right here
In this passenger seat, you put your eyes on me
In this moment, now capture it, remember it
'Cause I don't know how it gets better than this
You take my hand and drag me headfirst, fearless
And I don't know why but with you I'd dance
In a storm in my best dress, fearless

Well, you stood there with me in the doorway
My hands shake, I'm not usually this way
But you pull me in and I'm a little more brave
It's the first kiss, it's flawless, really somethin'
It's fearless

'Cause I don't know how it gets better than this
You take my hand and drag me headfirst, fearless
And I don't know why but with you I'd dance
In a storm in my best dress, fearless
'Cause I don't know how it gets better than this
You take my hand and drag me headfirst, fearless
And I don't know why but with you I'd dance
In a storm in my best dress, fearless

mentally challenged @ 9:10 PM