Yo everyone... Week's been quite busy... Wednesday went for piano exam... I guess I screwed up badly... Haha... Guess I'll fail perhaps... But who cares man?? Haha, damn bad.... Then past few days have been staying in school to study... Quite good I guess.... Revised Biology, Chemistry, some physics, maths especially.... Thanks Mr Teo for the rejuvenation sesssions... Haha.... Problem is, I haven't started proper revision for Social Studies and Geography yet!!! Arrrgghh!!! Then at home I do a bit then tio distracted liao... Tomorrow stay back again to study lah.... Speaking of tomorrow....
Tomorrow is the first day of the final year exams!!!! AAAAHHHHH!!! English papers 1 and 2..... I wish everyone all the best!!! Same goes for subsequent papers yeah!!! Jia you hor!!! Wish me good luck too... Haha... I hope I can end this year as a happy man... Lol... Good luck guys.... Check back for updates when I have time or when I feel like it... Haha... Good luck!! =D
Hey, everyone... Taking a bit of time off to blog... I was doing some.... well... you could say overdue work... Lol... But it was good revision anyway.... Haha... Past week nothing really eventful, normal stuff here and there.... No NP training due to upcoming EOYs.... Then on Friday there was some Mooncake festival celebrations thing in the hall.... Some trivia competition between like 10 groups of 2 people.... Then some performances by people.... Wilson Thong came up to perform with 2 of his other friends I suppose..... Then the system screwed up... The mikes were too soft... Lol.... So performance wans't nice... On his singing, I shan't comment here.... Judge it for yourself if you saw the performances.... Lol.... Also some other people from some music school came to perform... Event dragged all the way till like 3pm.... After that was doing some work, then played a bit of basketball.... Have to relax a bit right?? Anyway, I think the linear graphs may kill me in EOYs.... Took damn long... Zzzz...
Yeah, then anyway, these few days weren't exactly very good... Wasn't feeling exactly great again after Friday.... Some comments about me again, though I'm not mad at the person who gave me the feedback, but it really hurt me to hear that every single damn thing I do is wrong.... My approach is wrong, my style is wrong and every single thing and method that I do and use is bloody hell wrong.... Every bloody step that I take is always wrong.... Why is it always like that... So my style and approach is a little strict and rigid, and for that everyone come and bu shuang here and there? I might as well just go sit by one corner and watch.... Let everyone else just do what they want.... That way everyone will be happy.... Then there are people out there, who claim to be your friends, but in reality, they don't really give a damn about you.... How?? They end choosing to follow, to favour those that are smarter, greater, and every single damn thing that they are better than you in.... Zzzzz... What's more, I know of people who in the past disliked me cause I look damn KB and all that... Such thing also have..... Haiz, but now..... I tell myself that I must not get all emotional about this kind of thing... I'll be unable to focus on revision.... So I hope I won't think too much about it..... What the heck am I talking about anyway??
Ok anyway, upcoming things for the week.... Monday some Maths test after school.... Wednesday is my piano exam.... I'll be missing lessons.... NOOOOO!!!! Especially NOT LIT!!!!! Crap lah..... How???? Sianzzz..... Anyway, I'll try to update or will when I feel like it.... Sorry if you expected a better post....
Wah sian.... I really don't feel like studying anymore.... Not that I've really done much.... I just want a peace of mind and just stone there... Lol..... Ok, bye.....
Song of the day: Wait for You by Elliott Yamin
Big thanks to Zhaoming for introducing this song to me.... It's quite nice....
Hey, everyone... Sorry for not posting... Was chionging the heritage project for the past few nights, so didn't have time.... So yeah... Didn't even get to sleep properly for a few nights... Lol... Ok, then for the rest of the week was nothing much.... Chemistry SPA on Wednesday, quite ok... Rest of events roughly the same... Friday, Mr Yong came in to teach for Maths.... I supposed he's showing Mr Lim how to conduct a proper lesson? Lol.... Yeah, then rest of the day quite ok... Last period was Rao's lesson... After bell rang at 1:40pm, he kept my class back until 2:45pm for the practice paper thing... Ok, well I know he has our best interests in heart by making us stay back.... However, I did wish he would have realeased Linus, Benjamin and myself.... We were going to have Muster Parade.... Have to prepare and all that right... So released at 2:45pm... Linus and I went to change, went to plaza but didn't get to participate in opening parade... Zzzz Benjamin clamied he want to ask Rao about what Zuo Wen thing, end up he never turn up for the bloody parade at all... -.- I heard a few reasons for his absence, but I shan't point fingers until we hear the story shall we?
Anyway, opening done then had a damn long time of preparation... Quite a number of things were missing, then there was confusion here and there about the store key and rifle range key, as in who was holding it etc.... Yeah, big problems here and there.... Then Ken and Jason seemed to be having problems with getting the things from Mr Goh.... Then GOH the positions also could not be finalized as NCOs were running about here and there.... Peck Hor sir came to visit. Siming sir was also there, not on visit though.... Yeah, then after a lot of crap then it started drizzling and we had to go to the gallery for the parade... Then we had a bloody problem trying to find a power point for the speaker... Finally done then we just formed up facing the huge painting of The Last Supper and commenced the parade....
Parade procedure was damn simple, no march-in, no inspection whatsoever... Sedia, general salute, speech, awards presentation, besurai.... That simple..... Zzzz... Started, then procedure carried out, salute. Then awards were given out.... Sec 2s were given first... So yeah.... Glitches here and there.... I remember telling them to go one round after collecting their things? Never mind bah... I guess the worst things were probably the marching wrongly and dropping of baton in the parade.... Zzzz.... Yeah, then Sec 3s.... Went up to collect my things, waited for the last few awards to be given out then Ken asked for permission to dismiss the parade. Besurai, end of parade..... A bit sian cause we couldn't do a proper parade....
Well, yeah, got promoted to Staff Sergeant, with 2nd Class Drill badge..... =D Apparrently, our squad we handed up our Heritage projects on that day, and we got the badges on that same day... Werid huh? Haha... So one more badge.... I find the 2nd Class Drill badge quite big... The badge size is different from normal... HQ changed supplier? Lol... After that briefing for service day by Mr Goh, other things were addressed also then we were left to dismiss the Sec 1s and 2s....
After that, changed then went to Siming sir's counselling room and he briefed us about the day's event... A bit of After Action Review...... Talked about promotion for those who haven't attained SSGT yet.... Really hope all of you can attain SSGT too guys.... Yeah, then promotion test results, quite happy with my results... =P Lol... A few more things were discussed then we left....
Today, or rather yesterday, since it's already pass 12am.... Anyway, it was Service Day, an event where all NPCC cadets nationwide go to the nearby blocks and spread crime prevention measures etc.... So first time wearing the rank and badges... =P No offence.... Morning a number of events, then Mr Thomas did the briefing. Headed to our blocks and did what we had to do... I was grouped with Jia Sheng, Andre Ong and Bryan Nicholas Ng.... Did the same block with Kenneth's group.... Did our stuff.... Problem was, many were unethusiastic and said that they had no time etc... Some weren't at home.... Had a few decent people who listened... Had lots of booklets left after doing our job then we went up again and gave one book to every household.... Roughly about it.... Then came back to school.... Debriefed then end of Service Day.... Went for lunch at KFC with the rest.... Done, came home did some work and here I am now....
Anyway, a big congratulations to those who got promoted.... Congrats to Ken, Terence, Jason, Yibin and Kah Hoe who attained Staff Sergeant as well.... =D Thos who got their Sergeants this time, well done!! Nice one Xing Yu!! Many of my squad mates did well this time... Nice one guys.... Congrats to Sec 2s who got promoted too..... As for those who were not promoted during the Muster Parade, my squad mates and Sec 2s alike, I do hope that all of you won't give up and try harder.... NCOs, I guess we know how we'll be assessed, so hopefully all of you can get promoted.... For Sec 2s, don't give up yet, you can still achieve a high post, so jia you for the next promo test ok guys?
However, despite the happiness, something dawned on me. I was sort of distracted from reality for a while cause of recent tasks and events.... But I looked at myself again, and I was reminded by the horrible fact that I would be facing problems in future, I probably would have a hard time fitting in with everyone in JC and maybe society.... You would know what I mean if you know me well.... I'll probably be made fn of and all that... Zzzzz
One more day of the weekend before hell again.... I hope to complete more work tomorrow... But I don't feel like doing chinese..... Zzzzz.... Haiz.... No more trainings until after EOYs... Zzz But I appreciate Mr Goh's actions... I guess we really need it.... Ok, bye guys....
Yo guys, sorry for not updating... Wanted to blog, but ended up not being able to for one reason or another.... Anyway, some people's birthdays just passed....
Happy Belated Birthday Lynette! (6th Sep)
Happy Belated Birthday Yanlin! (8th Sep)
Happy Belated Birthday Beng Heng! (9th Sep)
Happy 15th Birthday Lam Jun Wei!
Haha, yeah.... Happy Birthday to Lam.... You're 15 Staff!!! Haha ok...
Ok, just a brief recollection of what happened last week.... Tuesday Chinese rememdial again... Did one Gong Han and one Si Han.... Lol... Nothing much.... Wednesday went for Police Knowledge course.... Bloody long day with the whole day being lectures... Had some pretty interesting speakers.... No offence, but the lady officer was more of droning a bit... Lol... Nothing really much except there was lots of notes taken... Haha... Anyway, saw quite a number of familiar faces.... Including those of Area 4.... Saw people like Jia Quan and Jun Hao... Saw Yingxin too... Lol... Yeah, nothing really much.... After the course, we walked to Chu Chu Kang station.... Yup, no joke... Lol... Longer than we thought though... Thursday was the same... Except that PK ended at around 11am... But before that, there was this speaker called Alex Toh or something... Damn entertaining... Haha... Anyway, had the PK badge test at around 11+am... Hope I did ok... After lunch, had the Homefront Security Course lectures.... Speakers were quite ok.... After that had the test... The speaker was giving a lot of hints... Haha... Unfortunately, I didn't manage to catch some of them... Lol... Anyway, hope all of us passed both tests and get the badge.... Went to Lot 1 for dinner with the rest then came home...
Friday also nothing much bah.... Just went to school, did a bit of work and played a bit.... Weekend also nothing unusual.....
Yesterday first day of Term 4.... Nothing much... Mr Teo has gone for reservist.... Zzzz.... So this teacher called Mr Lim came to teach... He would be teaching us for the next 2 weeks... Well, let's say he isn't as good as Mr Teo, that's all I'll say... Funny thing is... We compared him to our classmate Nicholas Tan... For those of you who know him, you might want to compare Mr Lim to him... We thought he sort of looked and sounded like him... Haha.... Today also heard about what happened in a class he was teaching yesterday... A slight feeling that Maths may die this term.... Zzzz.... Yesterday also had Muster Parade rehearsal for Friday's parade.... Got people never come cause they never do homework then tio detained... LOL.... Teacher who detained them was Miss Leong... Haha... Anyway, parade procedure roughly set, but some Sec 2s may be shifted around on Friday.... Just hope everyone will turn up....
Today nothing much.... First period dunno what happened to our teacher.... Lol... She came for the afternoon lesson though....
Tomorrow is English Oral Test.... Zzzz.... Still can hardly find any picture... Speech dunno whether can or not... Wish me luck....
And to you, though you're already in the process of your EOYs, all the best... =D
Week 4's the start of EOYs for us... Problem is, I'm slowly losing the will to carry on.... Arrrgghh!!! Jia you Bryan!! Jia you everyone!!!
Hey guys... Morning went to school for the Chinese rememdial thing... But first had some meeting with Mr Goh, then headed to the Lecture Theatre... Miss Leong was the speaker and went through Bao Zhang Bao Dao with all the Normal Chinese people, includes me lah... Lol... After that had to do one exercise on it.... Had to chiong the last part.... Left then went to the store and stoned for a while... Then I had to go to J8 alone as everyone else disappeared... Didn't feel like joining them for lunch, and yet I wanted to... People seem to not welcome me sometimes... Then again, I'm not a very popilar guest aren't I? Had lunch... Then I managed to get back my pencil box from the cinema staff of GV... Woots!! Had a hard time trying to ask the manager as they were damn busy... I had been referred to her many times... Lol... Then finally managed to get her when she came back from some delivery.... Asked her and she came back with my pencil box... Yay!!! A huge burden off.... If not I would have had to rebuy all my things... Then went bact to CHS.... Got the mock paper for physics from Miss Wong... Attempted it in the store with the rest... Damn hard.... Soon we went to collect the jerseys from the guy delivering it... He seems like quite a nice guy... Then we gave out to those who were there in the store... Damn nice man, having your own jersey... Haha... Here's some pics taken....
Wei Rong is WRONG... Haha...
Mine.... Haha....
Xing Yu's jersey... Potato!!!! Haha...
Yibin's jersey... If you're wondering what's with the One Ice, say it in the chinese form... Haha...
The ball that we bought at the same time... This was pasted on it... haha.... It says "Reserved for Ken Foo"... We were wondering about the places we could paste that... Haha...
Yeah, then played a bit before Yibin, Jason and Xing Yu went to meet Miss Wong at the study area.... I tagged along and listened to the explanations... Haha... Then played some basketball with them and came home....
Tomorrow there's Chinese rememdial again... This time on letter writing... Oh well, see you....
Xifsf dbo J hp jg J'n opu xfmdpnf bozxifsf? J dbo tfotf zpvs iptujmjuz tujmm...
Hi people.... Nothing much to say... Yesterday wanted to attend training yesterday but the whole group was at the Tanglin Par 3 course, so I sway again, no lesson... Played 9 holes... A bit better, screwing up some holes along the way... Haha.... Then for dinner we went to Tony Romas!! The Suntec outlet.... Woots!!! Long time since I've been there... We went there quite late... About 9++pm... Food was still good... Haha.... Then we bought some stuff and left.... Reached home at about a quarter to midnight... Some time since we came home at this sort of time... Haha...
Today was nothing much... After class You Yue said he was meeting Justin and company at YCK MRT station to go dunno where... So I decided to tag along and say hi to everyone... Walked there from YCK CC.... Went there then You Yue called Justin and found out the outing was cancelled... Haha... So went back and went to get my hair cut.... It's pretty shortm but ok I guess... Yeah... Then bought some stuff and waited at YCK CC for my grandpa to pick me up... Met Yanlin... Haha... Wished that I could have talked to her though... =p Saw Erin too I think... After that, came home... Did a bit of Physics but felt damn sian so stopped and slacked.... I have to stop this...
Anyway, tomorrow is Chinese rememdial for everyone in the morning.... Then Physics mock test as well... I guess I'm screwed for that... Are we getting the squad jersey tomorrow?
Ok, I'm posting up song lyrics again.... Haha... I love this song....
Faint -- Linkin Park
I am a little bit of loneliness a little bit of disregardHandful of complaints but I can’t help the fact that everyone can seethese scarsI am what I want you to want what I want you to feelBut it's like no matter what I do, I can't convince you, to just believethis is realSo I let go, watching you, turn your back like you always doFace away and pretend that I'm notBut I'll be here 'cause you're all that I got[Chorus]I can't feel the way I did beforeDon't turn your back on meI won't be ignoredTime won't heal this damage anymoreDon't turn your back on meI won't be ignoredI am a little bit insecure a little unconfidentCause you don't understand I do what I can but sometimes I don't makesenseI am what you never wanna say but I've never had a doubtIt's like no matter what I do I can't convince you for once just to hearme outSo I let go watching you turn your back like you always doFace away and pretend that I'm notBut I'll be here 'cause you're all that I've got[Chorus]I can't feel the way I did beforeDon't turn your back on meI won't be ignoredTime won't heal this damage anymoreDon't turn your back on meI won't be ignoredNoHear me out nowYou're gonna listen to me, like it or notRight nowHear me out nowYou're gonna listen to me, like it or notRight nowI can't feel the way I did beforeDon't turn your back on meI won't be ignored[Chorus]I can't feel the way I did beforeDon't turn your back on meI won't be ignoredTime won't heal this damage anymoreDon't turn your back on meI won't be ignoredI can't feelDon't turn your back on meI won't be ignoredTime won't healDon't turn your back on meI won't be ignoredI seem to like rock more and more... Haha.... Ok bye...
Hi everyone.... It's officially Teachers' Day today... So yeah... Happy Teacher's Day to all Teacher's!! =D
Haha ok... Yesterday we had the celebrations in the school... Morning reporting time was the usual 7:40am for Fridays... Went down for assembly then after a bit of breifing Miss Tan went like, "Ok, you're dismissed" Mass dismissal of the student body... Haha... Then we went to our meeting place and did the cards for the respective teachers.... Problem is... I hated the atmosphere in there... Everyone, in particular some people, were very cold and all that... Well, I can't blame them after what happened.... Yeah then went up to get into the hall... Bloody jam-packed entrance.... Got inside then watched the programme... First was a flute duo of Hoe Jun Wei and Daniel Lim... Nice music, except it was partially drowned by the cheering of the students to "Welcome" the teachers into the hall... Haha... Some IMovie about the teachers.... Some of the pictures are like totally not featuring teachers at all? Haha..... After that was some game about guessing teacher's tables and dunno what... Then a band from 2-6 I think performed, or was it the other way around?... Anyway, their drummer was the teacher Mr Thomas Macaleenan (Spelled correctly?)... Nice... Except that during the performance, 2 of the cymbals dropped off... Haha.... I can't remember what else there was then Yong Quan's band performed.... Quite nice.... Here's a pic....
Well... The pic quality isn't that good.. My phone's camera isn't that good.... Yeah, then halfway through their performance had to leave the hall.... Then had a hard time trying to find Nathan... Stupid bugger go sit somewhere in the middle... Had to use Julian's phone to call him... Yeah, then we waited outside and got our scrolls that were to be given to teachers... Waited for some time and we were missing the performances!! Arrggghh... Yeah, waited for some time then soon we went in to give the scrolls to our respective teachers... I gave to Mr Thomas first, then I couldn't find Mr Quay for a while but ended up being able to locate him at one corner with some other teachers.... Haha... Then we just practically stoned outside and missed everything that was going on in the hall... Zzzzz... But now come to think of it... I can't exactly remember the series of events le... Cause I remember Wilson Thong performing.... Well... I shan't comment about his performance... Yeah then I only remember stoning outside, then Lam Jun Wei came by.... Woots!! Haha... Lam visited yeah... So we talked a bit then waited for our squad's people to come out when the school was being dismissed... So yeah... Nearly everyone was talking to Lam.. Haha... Then we chionged back to class to get our report books back... No ranking or what... But I guess I'm still somewhere at the bottom of the class.... 2 A1s, 2 B3s, 3 B4s and 1 C5.... Zzzz... Well, Mr Thomas dismissed us rather early at 10:40am on the dot... Many of the classes weren't dismissed yet... Haha... Ok, then I stoned for a while running about waiting for the store to be opened again... Didn't find anything that required me there already so I left...
Ok, then met Leon, Wei Shian and Chuan En at the porch... Waited for a few more people... Wen Xuan turned up, then I can't remember who else... Then waited for Andrew... I decided to chiong to Bishan North's 7-11 to top up my Ez-Link card.... Then chionged back and caught everyone just in time as they were walking towards the bus stop.... Waited for a while... persuaded Melvin to chiong over just as a 162 arrived.. Haha... Yeah, took the bus and headed back to Ai Tong... And got a call from Nicole saying that decided to go back... Haha... She was at like Orchard or something at the time of the call...
At ATS we went through the main gate... We're like supposed to register or what, but seeing the queue there, we deicided to take a detour through the other gate by the Parent's Corner... Don't think that's allowed though... Haha... Then Wei Shian and I walked around.. Found You Yue... Met Ian too.... Walked around and sort of gathered people... Haha.. Justin came... We walked somemore... Found Miss Tan Meng Yang and talked to her... She changed her specs... Haha... Found Huang Lao Shi too... Haha.... Then we waited at the canteen.... Jedidah, Jenn Hao and Jia Ming came... Nicole finally came after that and the first thing that was said was by Wei Shian and You Yue saying that she must have used an acidic shampoo for her hair.. Damn bad.... Haha... Come to think of it... It's the first time I've seen her in 3 years... Haha... Then we went to the hall and watch the performances... Some competition like thing again where some students went up to sing.... Not too bad... Haha.... After that went to the canteen and waited for a damn long time for Jun Hao and Jia Quan... Erin joined us for a while... Lol... Jian Ming, You Yue, Wei Shian and I decided to kill some time by playing somewhere near the PE store while Jenn Hao and Justin went to find Mdm Nah.... Haha.... Waited for damn long, Nicole left cause she calimed she was scared of us or something... Lol... Erin left too... Then finally the two people from Zhong Hua arrived... Talked a bit and we left the school...
At the bus stop there was some debate on whether to eat at J8 or Thomson Plaza and whether to watch a movie or go bowling later... So ended up deciding that we would eat at Thomson Plaza... We went to Pizza Hut to eat... Hmm... Reminds me of the time when I went there to eat with them before, no all of them, that was some time ago I guess... Haha... Anyway, we stoned again for damn long as we were undecided on what to eat... Finally decided on something and ordered... Got another call from Nicole saying that she decided not to join us anymore... Lol... Ate and then we stoned again.... Deciding on what to do before our movie, which was at 5:05pm... Haha... Wei Shian had to leave as he supposedly had CCA.... We walked around Thomson Plaza a bit, then took the bus to J8... Jun Hao and Jia Quan left... Took 52 to the terminal...Slept a bit on the way... Lol... Then Wei Shian called saying that he could come and met us at J8... Went to buy the tickets for Evan Almighty and they cost $9.50!!! Crap lah... 5 minutes after 5pm and it was $1.50 more... Crap... Ok, whatever.... Met Yong Kee and Xavier Cheong there too.... Walked around a bit... Justin and Jenn Hao were walking a bit with their classmates or something then Jia Ming, You Yue, Wei Shian and I looked around... Jedidah tagged along and she was damn quiet.... She was a bit like emoing like that... =P Can't blame her, being the only girl in the group.... Jia Ming is still damn funny lah... Haha...
Then it was movie time... Bought our stuff and went in... So yeah... The Cinema wasn't full... Haha... Practically the whole 6 front rows or something was empty... Evan Almighty was quite a nice show... Pretty funny... The guy who played God in Bruce Almighty was back... Haha... But based on the plot, didn't he go a bit too far in trying to make Evan Baxter build the ark? Haha... With the beard and all, I too would have thought he had gone insane... Haha... However, there was some meaningful parts in it... There was a part when Evan Baxter's wife was eating with her kids after leaving her husband for a while and she was talking to God, who was pretending to be a waiter... His nametag was labelled "Al Mighty" Haha... She talked about the problem and God said thing along this line which I thought was pretty meaningful.... "If a person prays for courage, will God give that person courage? Or oppurtunities to show his/her courage?" Well, and a few more verses along that line... But that was meaningful... Ending was quite crazy with the huge ark, which looks impossible to build by hand, crashing into the state building of some sort... Haha...
Movie ended and we went out... Then we stoned again for some time outside Delifrance wondering what we should do next... Haha... Damn sian... Thought for damn long and in the end we deicded to just take the MRT to Yio Chu Kang... Wei Shian left for CCA, long story for his situation.... Jedidah also left... Rest of us took the train and You Yue, Justin, Jia Ming and I dropped off at YCK... Jenn Hao was going home... You Yue took 162 and left... Then Justin tried persuading Jia Ming to cut short his gaming time at the LAN shop for a few hours to join them for another supposed outing... Lol... Jia Ming is crazy man.... Apparrently if I didn't hear wrongly he goes to a LAN shop at Dhoby Ghaut on Saturdays from 10AM to 11:30PM?! Wtf.... That's madness.... After that we split and I came home...
Well, it was nice meeting up with quite a number of my Primary school friends.... No matter how briefly... Haha... It was more than I expected as I thought that not many would turn up.... Turns out it was better than expected.... Wished we could have a Class Gathering and everyone would turn up.... Go organize it Justin.... Haha.... Well, the day would have been great had it not been for the fact that I lost my pencil box!!!! Craaaaappppp lah!!!! I only discovered that it was missing when I went home and emptied my bag.... SIIIIAAAANNN.... I dunno where I dropped it... It could have dropped out either when we were eating at Pizza Hut or during the movie as I had left my bag open on the floor.... #^*&^%&* Sian... I lost everything inside, plus my school badge, spare collarpin and NPCC keychain that were all on it.... I'm damn sad now.... Not to mention that that pencil box has some sentimental value.... Most of the things I own do anyway... Haha... Sian lah... Monday I go to the cinema and check if they found it... If not I'm like screwed lah... My current pencil box has only 2 pens and 1 correction tape, nothing else... Sian... I really hope I can find it, or I'll have to buy everything all over again.... Zzzz
Ok, bye people.... This post os finally done... Lol..
