Follow where your heart leads you, to infinity and beyond

There's nothing I can say, there's nothing I can do, it's a total eclipse of the heart

Okay I shall make some effort to update this place. Last week's papers. Hmm, well compo for GP was okay I guess, all 3 of us (You'en, Khai and I) in the same GP group for Miss Kaur's class did the same question lol. Compre was kinda screwed up, AQ die liao... Physics paper 3, screwed up quite a bit, then panicked when I had too little time left for my last question, so rushed through a lot of stuff :/ Econs was erm well, spammed whatever seemed to come to my head. The contents of my essay don't seem as elaborate or as much as the others in terms of volume.. Mind was screwed so abandoned the initial plan to study straight away and went to KAP with 25 and 27 guys. Lunched there then we went to play pool at Bukit Timah Plaza. Studying later plan was also abandoned by Jaron and I lol. Came home then went to J8 to meet the gang for dinner. Eugene suay suay screwed up some stuff in camp then end up tio guard duty -.- So our laxing dinner became a bit rushed. Nonetheless, quite fun, with Leon and Wai Yinn being around too this time. Had Sakae Sushi! Had random desserts and stuff then Eugene had to go off. We bumped into Greg then played a bit of Lan in Amk lol. Fun evening.

Saturday and Sunday weren't exactly productive :/ Saturday's tuition was a topical revision lesson which I sort of already knew, since the lesson was supposed to be the week before and screwed up my personal revision schedule -.- Had a hard time looking for a place to study, Jon and I ended up going to Dome at Bishan CC to do work before Chem -.- Have to start looking for places to study every weekend already man zzz... Sunday had Physics tuition again as some extra lesson. After that went to buy a few things from J8. Got new bag as well! My old sling bag from my squadmates is kinda cui now. It's still kept though (: And I like my new bag too! Zinc one, kinda like some crumpler like that haha, nice!

Monday was pretty screwed up, cause Eugene and I had double econs tuition lessons, one at 12:30pm and one at 6:30pm. Had lunch with Soon Kiang, talked a lot of random stuff from floorball to army haha. Nice meeting him again (: Brain dead by the end of the second lesson.. Didn't absorb everything -.- Today had consultation with Mr Tan for Math, then chionged Math the whole day in school with the usual gang. HAPPY BIRTHDAY EUGENE!!! FLOORBALL AFTER A'S MAN!! We were making some joke during lunch that we could have called all the juniors and start some random match with those whom we saw in school today lol

Freaking tired everyday. This giant psychological barrier is hindering me. It's one of fear. Cause once I screw up for this, I'm a goner. Just how much more mental strain can I take? I hope not to repeat what happened like the other times :/

Discovered this song a few days ago, it's pretty old. Listened to it for quite a bit. Good stuff from the past

Total Eclipse of the Heart -- Bonnie Tyler


Turnaround, every now and then I get a little bit lonely
and you're never coming around
Turnaround, Every now and then I get a little bit tired of
listening to the sound of my tears
Turnaround, Every now and then I get a little bit nervous
that the best of all the years have gone by
Turnaround, Every now and then I get a little bit
terrified and then I see the look in your eyes

Turnaround bright eyes, Every now and then I fall apart
Turnaround bright eyes, Every now and then I fall apart

And I need you now tonight
And I need you more than ever
And if you'll only hold me tight
We'll be holding on forever
And we'll only be making it right

Cause we'll never be wrong together
We can take it to the end of the line
Love is like a shadow on me all of the time
I don't know what to do and I'm always in the dark
We're living in a powder keg and giving off sparks

I really need you tonight
Forever's gonna start tonight
Forever's gonna start tonight
Once upon a time I was falling in love
But now I'm only falling apart
There's nothing I can do
A total eclipse of the heart

Once upon a time there was light in my life,
Now there's only love in the dark
Nothing I can say
A total eclipse of the heart

Turnaround bright eyes,
Every now and then I fall apart
Turnaround bright eyes,
Every now and then I fall apart

And I need you now tonight
And I need you more than ever
And if you'll only hold me tight
We'll be holding on forever
And we'll only be making it right
Cause we'll never be wrong together

We can take it to the end of the line
Your love is like a shadow on me all of the time
I don't know what to do and I'm always in the dark
We're living in a powder keg and giving off sparks

I really need you tonight
Forever's gonna start tonight
Forever's gonna start tonight
Once upon a time I was falling in love
But now I'm only falling apart
There's nothing I can say
A total eclipse of the heart
A total eclipse of the heart
A total eclipse of the heart

mentally challenged @ 11:49 PM