Okay, did most of the visiting yesterday. Didn't get to visit any relatives last year since I was away in Perth, so yeah quite thankful for this year. Met a lot of relatives, as usual the common chatter was how stuff's been, how the children are growing up and how big they've grown and stuff. Of course, what's Chinese New Year without the gambling haha. Lost like 10 bucks though ): Today didn't do much visiting. Only visited my dad's friend (played pool there) and my god-grandma. Nice dinner at godma's house (:
Felt damn horrible after my Dad's friend's house though. Not sure whether it was cause of something I ate. Felt giddy and wanting to vomit all the way till before dinner. Felt a bit better and had the feeling again after dinner -.- The feeling of wanting to puke plus a damn lousy mood. Screw my luck man, argh. Feeling damn sad for some reason ): Omnious feeling zz (Jaron's questioning the usage of the word 'omnious' here, but what the heck lol)
I feel like training now. Like just keep shooting at the goalpost or something. Best way to train and vent your frustrations lol. Oh yeah, thanks Atiqah for trying to make me feel better. Thank you (:
Happy Birthday Wei Qi! (:
I know what's precious to me, and I don't want to lose it. Maybe I'll give it a shot, but I just hope that whatever happens, I just don't want the past to repeat itself. I've a lot to learn I guess zz
Happy Chinese New Year and Valentine's Day everyone! (:
Yesterday was the CNY celebrations in school. Also sort of commemorated Valentine's Day. Personally it was my first time doing such a thing of preparing stuff for a bunch of friends. Actually stayed up till about 3:45am to finish wrapping everything omg. Still it was pretty fun doing such a thing, giving out stuff to people (I know it's damn gay coming from a guy but what the heck). Thanks loads to the floorball girls and many others who prepared stuff. The flowers that Ai Hua made were also damn cool man. The CNY celebrations were in the hall for us. Some performances here and there. Quite nice. The performance by Western Dance was awesome, I'm sure many can agree with that. Then Panyu and I left halfway to crash LT5 to watch some of the basketballers sing, quite nice haha. Then there was some singing com. Though I think the combined singing was a bit weird. Song didn't turn out the way that I liked the song as lol. After celebrations, went down to CHS with Guan Hao, Wei Shian, Hong Zhi and Jian Zhong. Feels good to be in Cat High again with a bunch of friends. Met a few teachers, including Mr Thomas (: Singing competition was weird lol.
After that, went to Taka with Hong Zhi to meet the rest of the class for lunch at Seoul Garden Takashimaya. Had great fun there. Pics are up on facebook. Walked around for some time, then met up with Hilary before going to our grandma's house. Somehow was damn cui there. Was half asleep there. Came home and crashed.
Stoned the whole day today. Panyu and I ended up playing msn games just now lol. Both of us have no mood for anything haha. Going for reunion dinner soon. Hope CNY will be fun.
Sometimes, doing the right thing might not be the best for ourselves.Demoralised
Almost 2 years and 4 years on, out of some sudden random thoughts, I kind of miss my late maternal grandfather and great grandmother. The walk home just now must have done something I dunno. Yet, while showering did think of this. Admittedly, I wasn't really close to either of them back then, but they still were family. When I was younger I guess I did interact with them more, but this interaction became less and less, especially once Secondary school started. Can't remember much, but there were times during stayovers I did talk to them and stuff. Regrettably I never got to see either of them before they went. Back then I didn't feel much, maybe really really sad I can't remember. As they say every dark cloud has a silver lining. Two good things that resulted was one: The family grew closer together, without which I would never be close to my only cousins at this point of time; Two: I learned how to treasure all the ones I care about and those important in my life, ie My family members and friends. I'm not sure what others would see me as, but to me everyone's important. A question that bugged me before was: 'What if I lose something dearest to me?' Well, we can't really decide what happens in the future. My mum told me before, whatever happens, happens. Very true. Hence it'll be of utmost importance (for me at least) that I treasure those around me whom I care about, family and friends included. On a personal level, we should also make the most of our lives and gain whatever we can in this life. Okay, I'm not emoing or anything, just suddenly reflecting on this.
Side note: CNY celebration tomorrow, hope it'll be fun haha. Update more about whatever's happening around next time. Bye people
