Follow where your heart leads you, to infinity and beyond
Monday, April 23, 2012
Blogger's new outlook is really confusing! Not used to it I guess. First driving lesson today! Pretty interesting, learning to use the clutch and all. Pretty far going all the way to ubi just for lesson though. See if can find an alternative nearer to home!! NJ girls won IJC 3-1 today! Good match and woah some of them have really improved like leaps and bounds since the last time we saw them!! Good job!!
I miss the feeling of the competitionand playing with your teammates
Having off on a weekday truly feels good! Back to work tomorrow though.. And camp tonight D:
I aint so tough, I aint that strong, in comparison..
I wanna workout more and read more
And hey, I'm really privileged to have you (: Stay strong for your exams!
Your Arms Feel Like Home -- 3 Doors Down
I think I've walked to close to love and now I'm falling in I felt so many things this weary soul can't take Maybe you just caught me by surprise The first time that I looked into your eyes
And there's a life inside of me that I can feel again It's the only thing that takes me where I've never been I don't care if I lost everything that I have known It don't matter where I lay my head tonight Your arms feel like home, feel like home
This life ain't the fairy tale we both thought it would be But I can see your smiling face as it's staring back at me And I know we both see these changes now I know we both understand somehow
There's a life inside of me that I can feel again It's the only thing that takes me where I've never been I don't care if I lost everything that I have known It don't matter where I lay my head tonight Your arms feel like home, they feel like home to me (Hold on, you're home to me, just hold on, you're home me)
There's a life inside of me that I can feel again (They feel like home) It's the only thing that takes me where I've never been (They feel like home) I don't care if I lost everything that I have known (They feel like home) It don't matter where I lay my head tonight Your arms feel like home, feel like home, they feel like home
What's my aim in life now? Seemingly, I've been losing my direction all to easily. I wanna achieve something, I wanna feel like I'm more capable than the joke I am now. In short, there needs to be a sense of accomplishment somewhere
At this stage we probably start seeing cracks appear in our oh-so-perfect scenarios. People get stressed from work, from exams, from family from a lot of issues that begin to put pressure on us. Admittedly, I am a victim of such a situation too. When everything starts setting in, people not cooperating, tons of work coming in. The initimidating factor definitely isnt fun. Though I have no grounds to complain as others fight harder than myself.
People start to turn their attention away from things and what potentially could be something beautiful and positive end up being cast aside so that we can seek activities that relieve our tension and stress. So far no tempers have blown. I hope it'll stay that way. Guess waking up feeling really shitty this morning made me think about this issue at hand
It's just a phase, for all of us involved. Hopefully things will settle down soon enough, once the periods of tension have gone. Hopefully our faith persists, and we're able to hold on to what we hope for, and what we believe in
After all those times of trying to put everyone else I care for above my own needs, your efforts made me realise, perhaps I am worth saving afterall sometimes
