Sian, I really can't seem to collect my thoughts and think properly. Everything's in a mess in my head -.- And I have this weird feeling I'm screwing myself up for some reason zzz
Had a lot of thoughts over the week about stuff, maybe I'll type it tomorrow if I have time..
Book review -.-
The question is, are you up for it? Am I up for it? Maybe Eugene was right all along about me not being able to balance it out yet. Points to ponder
Thanks so much floorballers! The surprise at dinner really really made my day. Thanks Joanne, Amelia, Kimberly, Yuxian, Denise, JX, Kian Ann, Daryl, WAZY, Qi Heng, Dylan, Chieun Wei and Jason!!
It's friends like these that bring light to your life (:
For the first time in a long time, I felt a little flame of motivation. A flame that told me I really wanna reach the end point. Hopefully things won't go haywire
I really want to make it to January
Other things that don't matter, screw it. My friends and my family make me who I am
Okay, it's been like 1 month since I last posted here. 1 month so far in OCS, lots of stuff happened. Due to the lack of time I can't say much for now (again -.-). Hopefully will have time this weekend (or not too lazy to blog haha)
Thoughts so far: Will I be able to last till the end? 9 months is seriously a damn long time
Have I become emotionally indifferent? The only thing I can feel is probably anger, sadness and sianness. Why can't I feel that particular emotion? Is it fear? Or is it cause I know it's hard for anything to happen? It's a blank, no matter what I do, nothing's the same isn't it. The way that life is is just so fked up. Maybe I should relook at how I see things. 1 year and it still affects me
18 sucked, 19 and 20 are gonna suck too. Hopefully 21 will be better. Also, nothing else beats home
Points to ponder
So many things you wish to do but so little time, everytime. Haven't touched my floorball stick for what seems like ages already..
Congrats to the BMT dudes for their first bookout!
Looking forward to the weekend!
